Me and my son's father recently split while I was pregnant with our second child. For him, it has been easy to move on because i believe he was already seeing someone else. For me it has been harder because I am still very much in love with him. Since I have had our second child, he comes out pretty often to see them. I am happy that he still chooses to be in their life but right now with every thing being so fresh, it makes it harder on me to move on...Right now, he comes about two times during the week and on Saturday because i need him to watch them for me while I am at work. I was playing with the idea, of asking him to only come on Saturday at least until I am able to cope a bit better. I will be starting school in Sept so in Sept he can come during the week because I get in late...by the time I get in, he can be on his way out.

Am I being selfish? Things ended pretty badly and right now it is really rough for me. I just want to be able to move on with my life but seeing him so often only brings me down. *sigh*