Nino,

I ended up talking with someone on here about your situation. Something that Jonnoboy said reminded of some verses he shared with me

Isaiah 50: 10-11 "10“Who among you fears the Lord? Who obeys the voice of His Servant? Who walks in darkness And has no light? Let him trust in the name of the Lord And rely upon his God. 11 Look, all you who kindle a fire, Who encircle yourselves with sparks: Walk in the light of your fire and in the sparks you have kindled— This you shall have from My hand: You shall lie down in torment."

The way we hear from God is by placing our trust and obey His Voice (The Word of God.) When we try and create our on fires, and not rely on God, that is when we get burned.

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