You know there was a time when I understood grace and what it means to rest in grace. I didnt see what i see now, all I see in myself is my sin my weakness every part of me that isnt good. i often times want to go home because I get weary home sick and honestly just want my lord but the only two ways I can is either death or the rapture. However when I think of the rapture I think to myself with all I have done and all my weaknesses who am i to even think i have a chance to be counted worthy to go in the rapture?
I remember what it was like to be under grace and know it. I was free and didnt worry about all this i knew myself as a child of God and thats all. I knew grace wasnt a ticket to do as I pleased but I didnt see how I see now. but I do admit seeing how I do now humbles me it makes me realize just how much I need Gods vast grace love forgiveness and power. Right now I admit I have many weaknesses but I continue on because he is strong when I am not.
I remember what it was like to be under grace and know it. I was free and didnt worry about all this i knew myself as a child of God and thats all. I knew grace wasnt a ticket to do as I pleased but I didnt see how I see now. but I do admit seeing how I do now humbles me it makes me realize just how much I need Gods vast grace love forgiveness and power. Right now I admit I have many weaknesses but I continue on because he is strong when I am not.