how do you know if your following the right God? I once asked my mother she said the God that makes you feel more loved/or is more loving..... but I feel so loved.... and so many things happen to me, I learn, ohh god I learn in dreams......
but still, something feels..... off
its the only way to explain it, i am taught that christianity is wrong and a lie and that the gospels of Jesus were lost and they arent here today, but then I read the words of Jesus in the Bible and it doesnt feel wrong so I think to myself your gospels are just books of hadith then because it is true they feel like they came from Jesus.....
and the words of my Imam asws I know came from my Imam asws I can feel this as certian as my soul....... and I love my Imam asws so much I would die for him and cant leave him
but I am confused because if Jesus is also the spirit of God and Messiah and is coming back at the end of times to save as this is the definition of messiah how come in my religion all he does is pray behind my Imam asws and tell all the people to follow my Imam asws, if this is the case it is not logical that he should be called as messiah and his place is not big enough in my religion for who he is so I am confused
and I dont know if it is the shaytan or what anymore or even if i am following shaytan now or if i was to leave if i would be following the shaytan so how do i know what is right anymore?
sorry for the emotional tearsy outburst.... i have to go ahead and say it.... him saying we all have a mark it is just either the mark of God or the mark of the beast and though this is what i believe i dont know which mark i carry... i dont know what god i serve