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I was a happy, quiet and peaceful girl. I read many Christian books and occasionally went to church, but I still had worldly things, like not listening to gospel music, listening to non christian metal and rock, listening to songs that hurt God. But I was very sweetly broken, I thought a lot about God. I even had a dream from the Lord ... The dream was like this: I was in a dark room, when suddenly I opened a door there that lead me to another room, a lighty room, where I saw a little girl with long blond hair wearing a red dress, she said: I´m glad you came back" then a sound like all the instruments played and she said: "This song doesn´t play in your world" I worshiped God on this dream.But, well, I started to lie to my friends and lie on the internet, and one day I woke up very sick, my head had crazy thoughts (I could not think well), I thought I had an overdose of my medication.... and my head was hurting a lot, I thought it was an herniated disc in the neck, which had caused something neurological to me. I went to a Pentecostal church (which I now believe to be a real satanic church). After a while, I began to have visions, prophesying, to be enraptured on dreams, but it was not the Holy Spirit of God, but a demon. How do I know? As it tried to lead me to homosexuality (I am not gay, not at all) and spoke so many heresies to me, such as hell does not exist and said there were gay angels. A voice spoke to me in my mouth, controlling it and also controlled my body movements ... I still see things and I am very sick, with few thoughts, few feelings(cold inside, with lack of emotions) and a little imagination, but I believe that the Lord will set me free.
I´ve always read on the Bible that when your mind accuses you, you have to repent and ask for forgiveness. Before I knew it was an evil spirit I´d lie to people and disobey my mother...I stopped all those practices.
What is going on...
1. Every time I read the Bible or think, thoses voices always bring this make up issue; basically saying those things: 1. That wearing makeup is a sin and I will not go to heaven if I use that. 2. That because I am not able to stop using it, I do not love the Lord above all things, so I can not go to heaven because I did not repent from wearing make up. 3. That If I imagine that wearing makeup is not a sin, I will have the risk of dying and there, on the other side, end up finding out that it is a real sin and be condemned. 4. That´s a personal revelation, that it works only for me, to take me to heaven, like what hapenned to the young rich that loved his money and his goods.
I researched on the internet and found out this is an accusing spirit. Is it accusing me of real sins?
Please, I do need Bible help!
I´ve always read on the Bible that when your mind accuses you, you have to repent and ask for forgiveness. Before I knew it was an evil spirit I´d lie to people and disobey my mother...I stopped all those practices.
1. Every time I read the Bible or think, thoses voices always bring this make up issue; basically saying those things: 1. That wearing makeup is a sin and I will not go to heaven if I use that. 2. That because I am not able to stop using it, I do not love the Lord above all things, so I can not go to heaven because I did not repent from wearing make up. 3. That If I imagine that wearing makeup is not a sin, I will have the risk of dying and there, on the other side, end up finding out that it is a real sin and be condemned. 4. That´s a personal revelation, that it works only for me, to take me to heaven, like what hapenned to the young rich that loved his money and his goods.
I researched on the internet and found out this is an accusing spirit. Is it accusing me of real sins?
Please, I do need Bible help!
I agree you cant "catch" demon, its not an infection.
