Sexual abuse from my dad,
neglect,
dumpster diving,
starving,
forced on drugs,
I never thought Id become a Satanist even if only for a while,
multiple suicide attempts,
emergency surgery's,
Never thought that the people that love me let me down that in the end all I stood with for a while was God..
bullying,...
Death threats fro my father
...
Now how did all of that change my perspective..Even in the darkest days when I thought I couldnt make it God in the end put me out of it to where I am now. I used to be dumb believing all people are good but now I learned that not all people want you well even when theyre all nice to you. You cant count on people. And it showed me what I can be capable of when I get into a bad situation and how easy it is to get into Evil and how hard it is to get out. And in the end the good always wins
Psalm 116:3-8
[FONT="]3 The sorrows of death compassed me, and the pains of hell gat hold upon me: I found trouble and sorrow.[/FONT]
[FONT="]4 Then called I upon the name of the Lord; O Lord, I beseech thee, deliver my soul.[/FONT]
[FONT="]5 Gracious is the Lord, and righteous; yea, our God is merciful.[/FONT]
[FONT="]6 The Lord preserveth the simple: I was brought low, and he helped me.[/FONT]
[FONT="]7 Return unto thy rest, O my soul; for the Lord hath dealt bountifully with thee.[/FONT]
[FONT="]8 For thou hast delivered my soul from death, mine eyes from tears, and my feet from falling.[/FONT]