I am having a kind of dilemma and I know that there are several people who frequent the bible discussion forum who have more insight and understanding than I do so I am hoping I might have some good help here.
I was going on my walk today talking to God as I normally do and since it's spring it was beautiful and the perfect temperature the breeze was gentle and felt nice petals were flying in the wind from the trees last flowers blooming before they turn into leaves and it was simply peaceful. It was then when i was talking to God about beautiful and peaceful it is that I for some reason recalled all the devastation I have seen and dreamed about since I became a Christian.
I have seen massive missiles raining down and exploding destroying everything I have seen what looked like the apocalypse where the blood was so soaked in blood that you couldn't even see a single blade of green grass and demons running loose slaughtering people in anguish and agony I have seen a giant asteroid crash into earth destroying all power and electricity I have seen the rapture happen more times than I can count and much more as well.
I have never had a sense of when this stuff would happen or how close they are but I was a lot of them so it stands to reason it's in my lifetime but looking at how peaceful and beautiful everything was today I simply couldn't believe any of this would happen anytime soon. I know that God showed me these things for a reason i doubt he would show me them if he didn't trust me to not misuse them and deep down I somehow know they are all coming very soon unexpectedly and suddenly without warning even though I myself cannot seem to grasp it or believe it almost like the certainty of them coming and how quickly and suddenly they will happen is an inner voice that isn't my own.
Honestly I don't even know what kind of help I am seeking in this thread but I am at a point right now where I am uncertain about these things like how much of them are even spoken of in scripture why did he show me these things and are they really all that close to happening?
I was going on my walk today talking to God as I normally do and since it's spring it was beautiful and the perfect temperature the breeze was gentle and felt nice petals were flying in the wind from the trees last flowers blooming before they turn into leaves and it was simply peaceful. It was then when i was talking to God about beautiful and peaceful it is that I for some reason recalled all the devastation I have seen and dreamed about since I became a Christian.
I have seen massive missiles raining down and exploding destroying everything I have seen what looked like the apocalypse where the blood was so soaked in blood that you couldn't even see a single blade of green grass and demons running loose slaughtering people in anguish and agony I have seen a giant asteroid crash into earth destroying all power and electricity I have seen the rapture happen more times than I can count and much more as well.
I have never had a sense of when this stuff would happen or how close they are but I was a lot of them so it stands to reason it's in my lifetime but looking at how peaceful and beautiful everything was today I simply couldn't believe any of this would happen anytime soon. I know that God showed me these things for a reason i doubt he would show me them if he didn't trust me to not misuse them and deep down I somehow know they are all coming very soon unexpectedly and suddenly without warning even though I myself cannot seem to grasp it or believe it almost like the certainty of them coming and how quickly and suddenly they will happen is an inner voice that isn't my own.
Honestly I don't even know what kind of help I am seeking in this thread but I am at a point right now where I am uncertain about these things like how much of them are even spoken of in scripture why did he show me these things and are they really all that close to happening?