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I have never I my life had an Anxiety attack. I was saved and delivered about two months ago and ever since then I have been devoted to Christ, but however I have been scared of making mistakes and sinning. I have been also trying to learn as much about the scriptures and am trying to read as much as I can of the bible when I can.
I spent almost 8 hours te other day devoted to listening to pastors preaching online to reading the word. My biggest fear is being condemned and last night whilst I was reading the bible my Anxiety just grew and the more I read the worse even my fear got, at this point I began to have a panic attack and even thought I was being spiritually attacked, I started to doubt my salvation and thinking that I may have committed the unforgivable sin, I was praying and asking for help by Jesus and the more I read the bible the more the word began to twist in my mind.
Now I love God and Christ and I am making a very conscious effort to change my ways. But now I am scared of why this happened and scared to read the bible in case it happens again.
Please help me gain understanding or if anyone has experienced anything similar.
Thank you
I spent almost 8 hours te other day devoted to listening to pastors preaching online to reading the word. My biggest fear is being condemned and last night whilst I was reading the bible my Anxiety just grew and the more I read the worse even my fear got, at this point I began to have a panic attack and even thought I was being spiritually attacked, I started to doubt my salvation and thinking that I may have committed the unforgivable sin, I was praying and asking for help by Jesus and the more I read the bible the more the word began to twist in my mind.
Now I love God and Christ and I am making a very conscious effort to change my ways. But now I am scared of why this happened and scared to read the bible in case it happens again.
Please help me gain understanding or if anyone has experienced anything similar.
Thank you