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I'm not going to point fingers at anyone because God showed me myself through experience and the Word. The religious Spirit had nothing to do with if I went to church or whether I read my bible daily. The religious Spirit had alot to do with the state of my heart concerning rules. I came up in a legalistic cultic religion. That religion affected my mind because I was raised into it as a child. I didn't know how to relate to anyone emotionally outside of hearing commandments in my head about what to do and what not to do. This affected me on my job in my relationships etc. I looked at people as automatons and also myself as one I just took a job last year as a manager for a boarding house of mental occupants the first thing I wanted to see when I got the job was the rules of standards. I put the occupants in my home through hell I never looked at their files to see what they had been through to relate to their pain as a person God broke me down and humbled me for me to see myself as a broken vessel that could never attain perfection outside of grace and mercy I was worshipping perfection. For me to be a God and to have control over my own life but not seeking the perfect and holy one who was love itself. When He broke the shell I was able to let people see me cry and actually be comforted and also be a Comforter, through the Power of the Holy Spirit.
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