Yes., we live in such a throw away society. Divorce is so easy to get and teaching to stay committed is not the same as it used to be. I learned later after our divorce that marriage is a covenant. Not simply a contract but a covenant we enter into with one another and with God. The enemy of our souls hates us and uses our own sadness., selfishness and impatience against us. Most divorces like mine could have been avoided. But once a Christian makes the dreaded choice to divorce., they can't go back and fix it.
There is great forgiveness in Christ. It took losing most of the dearest things in my life to show me that Jesus is even more dear for us. That His love and grace cover and take completely away a multitude of sin. I like what one of my favorite preachers said about Jesus.... those who trust Him wholly, find Him fully and wholly true. We can believe Him for very big things.
P.S. It would help if you used paragraphs so your post would be easier to read.