I love the study of science which finds all the clues about a young earth creation. In fact, when I was taking science when I went back to college, including biology and geology, I heard a lot of circular reasoning to prove Evolution! So much, that I became a young earth creationist!
The catch? I was not saved! I believed someone created the earth, but I didn’t know his name. I even started reading the Bible, a book I did not understand! At the end of the year, my future husband shared the gospel with me, and God saved me! Then I realized who the Creator of the earth was! It was Jesus! But Colossians says it so much better!
”15 He is the image of the invisible God, the firstborn over all creation,
16 for all things in heaven and on earth were created in him—all things, whether visible or invisible, whether thrones or dominions, whether principalities or powers—all things were created through him and for him.
17 He himself is before all things and all things are held together in him. He is the head of the body, the church, as well as the beginning, the firstborn from the dead, so that he himself may become first in all things.
19 For God was pleased to have all his fullness dwell in the Son
20 and through him to reconcile all things to himself by making peace through the blood of his cross—through him, whether things on earth or things in heaven.” Col 1:15-20
Welcome to CC and so sorry about losing your wife. Maybe when I am not in my phone, I’ll revisit your questions.