I agree as well. I have been in dire straits for over a couple of years and I am nearing the edge of the cliff. Iam 54 years old. I have slowly, piece by piece, watched all that I own go away. When I was evicted from my apartment I had the added pain of watching dumpster divers pick through my belongings that I had no place to keep. A 6 weeks ago my girlfriend of 3 1/2 years (whom I met when I was making good money nad had a nice place) broke up with me. Anyway, that's kinds been my life for a while. Now all I own is in the back of my truck. I have been praying a great deal. Twice at the verey last minute the LORD has blessed me with some small additional funds that kept my nose above water but still no job. It has been a struggle and I had been very depressed and thought all was lost. I then read Heb 3:7-19 aboiut how it had angered God when the nation if Israel were of so weakk faith as they crossed the desert and how God said for those weak people they would not ever find peace. It shook me to realise all is in His hands, that I shuold stop worrying, and when I did a peace has come over me. I don't know what will happen tomorrow I just do what I need to do today.
I read a quote, "Faith is not faith until it is all you have to hold on to". I am at that point and having faith and only faith does feel good. Another quote said "Faith is knowing that when you are about to step off the cliff into unknown darkness you know one of two things; when you step off into the unkown you will step on something solid or you will be taught to fly."
Dough57