hey guys.
so a question struck me tonight that i guess has been on my mind for a long time. and i really never have gotten a good enough answer to it. it's surfacing again and i have decided to bring it here in hopes that your input will help me formulate a solid belief.
i am confused.
God has all power. He is sovereign. He CAN do anything He wants. BUT. when He created man, for whatever reason in this 6,000 + years, He has chosen to give authority over to man. not to rule the universe, but to take dominion and authority over the earth. we have authority in our words and actions to either rule the earth in submission to God, or not. but God gave us that free will. He leased the earth to us, so to speak.
now that doesn't mean that God stands by and does nothing. that means He waits for spoken word, for prayer, for declaration, before His spirit moves on our behalf. (at least this is my understanding of this life so far)
we can either agree with what God wants to do in our lives or not, make decisions according to them or not. now i am aware that once we make various decisions, even if it was not God's will, or His best desire or intention for our lives, He brings good out of it for those who love Him. i know that.
BUT. herein lies my question.
if we all are given the free will to make decisions apart from God's will, does it not make sense to say that very little that happens here is the intention of God? that many of life's circumstances are random, and or influenced by the enemy?
i think i believe (and i am open to hearing if there is a reason Biblically why my reasoning is false)- that's why i'm here....
that none of us were truly predestined to be here. (i'm not referring to the issue of predestination in the realm of salvation- ie, who is God's and who is not, who chooses heaven and who chooses hell) but rather the issue of existence on this earth in the first place. and at what point did we come into the consciousness of God. perhaps none of us were intended to be here, but that once our parents made the choice to come together, God still chooses to beckon and call us unto Himself and work in our lives where we let Him. and He works with every 'yes' and 'amen' in every heart ever born.
i think i believe that my parents were never meant to be together. and that i was not meant to exist. meaning that i believe that God did not dream me up or plan for me to be here, but now that i am here, all life reflects a piece of the heart of God. BECAUSE He set that construct into place when He created the world- the construct of life reproducing in His name, and according to his plan of development in the order of the universe. embryos, DNA, sperm, egg, spirit, etc etc.
maybe.... there was no set reasoning to determine my being here at all. maybe God (though knowing all things ahead of time and every choice every human would ever make) did not intend for this one or that one to be created. but that we are a random roll of the dice in a game that God established the rules for.
like every hand is random? God set up a world and then just stood back and let us play the game and role the dice? and that whatever hand we get was not actually God's intention for us? but that He can use it if we let Him?
does this make any sense? please help. i know Psalm 139 says that God knit us together in our mother's womb. that he saw our frame, yet unformed. i know that. and you may expound on that if you feel that scripture illustrates your point. but i am just really confused. and I have a hard time determining what the will of God is in varying situations.
what DOES God actually control in this life? or does He merely ALLOW things to happen based off of our choices and work from there?
is it up to us?
signed,
~ me, a child of God
so a question struck me tonight that i guess has been on my mind for a long time. and i really never have gotten a good enough answer to it. it's surfacing again and i have decided to bring it here in hopes that your input will help me formulate a solid belief.
i am confused.
God has all power. He is sovereign. He CAN do anything He wants. BUT. when He created man, for whatever reason in this 6,000 + years, He has chosen to give authority over to man. not to rule the universe, but to take dominion and authority over the earth. we have authority in our words and actions to either rule the earth in submission to God, or not. but God gave us that free will. He leased the earth to us, so to speak.
now that doesn't mean that God stands by and does nothing. that means He waits for spoken word, for prayer, for declaration, before His spirit moves on our behalf. (at least this is my understanding of this life so far)
we can either agree with what God wants to do in our lives or not, make decisions according to them or not. now i am aware that once we make various decisions, even if it was not God's will, or His best desire or intention for our lives, He brings good out of it for those who love Him. i know that.
BUT. herein lies my question.
if we all are given the free will to make decisions apart from God's will, does it not make sense to say that very little that happens here is the intention of God? that many of life's circumstances are random, and or influenced by the enemy?
i think i believe (and i am open to hearing if there is a reason Biblically why my reasoning is false)- that's why i'm here....
that none of us were truly predestined to be here. (i'm not referring to the issue of predestination in the realm of salvation- ie, who is God's and who is not, who chooses heaven and who chooses hell) but rather the issue of existence on this earth in the first place. and at what point did we come into the consciousness of God. perhaps none of us were intended to be here, but that once our parents made the choice to come together, God still chooses to beckon and call us unto Himself and work in our lives where we let Him. and He works with every 'yes' and 'amen' in every heart ever born.
i think i believe that my parents were never meant to be together. and that i was not meant to exist. meaning that i believe that God did not dream me up or plan for me to be here, but now that i am here, all life reflects a piece of the heart of God. BECAUSE He set that construct into place when He created the world- the construct of life reproducing in His name, and according to his plan of development in the order of the universe. embryos, DNA, sperm, egg, spirit, etc etc.
maybe.... there was no set reasoning to determine my being here at all. maybe God (though knowing all things ahead of time and every choice every human would ever make) did not intend for this one or that one to be created. but that we are a random roll of the dice in a game that God established the rules for.
like every hand is random? God set up a world and then just stood back and let us play the game and role the dice? and that whatever hand we get was not actually God's intention for us? but that He can use it if we let Him?
does this make any sense? please help. i know Psalm 139 says that God knit us together in our mother's womb. that he saw our frame, yet unformed. i know that. and you may expound on that if you feel that scripture illustrates your point. but i am just really confused. and I have a hard time determining what the will of God is in varying situations.
what DOES God actually control in this life? or does He merely ALLOW things to happen based off of our choices and work from there?
is it up to us?
signed,
~ me, a child of God