I was thinking about God today and how I received my faith. An important part that I never understood before was repentance and what it really is. Reading The Gospel brought me to repentance before I saw it for the truth. It didn't happen overnight I might add.(for me anyway)
So I was wondering if it described what happened to me anywhere. Then I remembered this...
John 12:25 "He who loves his life will lose it, and he who hates his life in this world will keep it for eternal life."
Now I didn't just read that passage and say ok I need to hate myself. When I read it I still loved myself and thought I deserved to go to Heaven. I did see some truth from the Gospel in that any God would want you to live as Jesus lived. I also knew that Jesus did exist. It was the whole miracles thing and rising from the dead that my logical mind couldn't take the Bible in faith for its Word on. So I knew from what I had read of the Bible that I didn't actually have faith. 1Cor 15:14 And if Christ is not risen, then our preaching is empty and your faith is also empty. So whatever faith I had then was empty.
This is basically how I was converted(there was prayer pretty much throughout)
Reading the Word (along with sermons)
conviction
repentance
Revelation of truth through the Holy Spirit
Faith and Love for Christ my Savior!!
Glory be to God!!! AMEN
So I was wondering if it described what happened to me anywhere. Then I remembered this...
John 12:25 "He who loves his life will lose it, and he who hates his life in this world will keep it for eternal life."
Now I didn't just read that passage and say ok I need to hate myself. When I read it I still loved myself and thought I deserved to go to Heaven. I did see some truth from the Gospel in that any God would want you to live as Jesus lived. I also knew that Jesus did exist. It was the whole miracles thing and rising from the dead that my logical mind couldn't take the Bible in faith for its Word on. So I knew from what I had read of the Bible that I didn't actually have faith. 1Cor 15:14 And if Christ is not risen, then our preaching is empty and your faith is also empty. So whatever faith I had then was empty.
This is basically how I was converted(there was prayer pretty much throughout)
Reading the Word (along with sermons)
conviction
repentance
Revelation of truth through the Holy Spirit
Faith and Love for Christ my Savior!!
Glory be to God!!! AMEN