CEF,
we are sorry that you are feeling so uncertain about things right now,
you are being refined.
you are being educated
in the ways of God
that you may deal and cope
with the ways of the world.
learning this we know can be
very frustrating, even so, we
must learn, even in the frustration
of any situation as our first
priority is 'above all things'
to get better for God.
we have found the hardest of times
to do this is when we are tired,
hungry, lacking sleep, emotionally
frazzled or physically hurting, or when
one thing after the other seems to go wrong,
yet we have learned not to ask God,
"Lord, let me do this or let me do that
when my life is going better."
take heart and know your feelings have
purpose in the Will of God, if you use
them for your spiritual growth.
analyze/discern, see how you can get
better control of yourself.
if we do this, we can often temper
the mood of the overall circumstance
of many situations.
we send you certainty that God loves and cares
for all those that turn to Him in sincerity
and beseech for His will to be done.
pour your heart out to God and ask Him
to answer one question,
'What is the first step for me to take
to get my life together in your Will?'
no matter how small that step is,
if you walk it in Faith, God will certainly
show you step number (2).......
love,
oldthennew