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  1. Girl who cried wolf

    by , December 7th, 2015 at 02:45 AM
    Sometimes i feel like i'm complaining about my problems a bit too much on this website...especially in on the women's forum. For that i apologize. I keep bringing up the same subjects - lonliness, my husband, depression, self-hate, and so on. Sometimes i feel like people are thinking: "oh there she goes again complaining about her loveless marriage, or her self-esteem issues, or her whatever issues."

    The main reason i say this is because my husband (my best friend) says people ...
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  2. Thankful for new friends

    by , July 26th, 2014 at 07:57 PM
    I just wanted to express my gratitude for people i've met on this website and had the pleasure of getting to know better! Such cool, neat people. I felt really blessed last night in chat room and some of you even prayed for me! Feeling blessed. God is good. God is really good.
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  3. Frustrated

    by , July 14th, 2014 at 09:35 PM
    I have a lot to say even though i don't use the mic....feeling utterly ignored by every single chat room i go into lately. No one cares a bit what i have to say about ANY topic or anything. Feeling sad.
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  4. "Permission" Groups

    by , June 14th, 2014 at 08:11 PM
    I'm not sure what you need to do to qualify and "make the cut" for these special groups. I'm not trying to be cynical and negative, it's just a requested to be in the bipolar group and apparently i wasn't good enough for them or something. I really thought I could learn from others in this group as well as share my own struggles with this thing i've been diagnosed with since I was 22. But oh well, i'll just have to let it go. The other group probably won't let me in either since I haven't ...
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  5. about me and stuff i've been going through

    by , December 9th, 2013 at 05:49 AM
    my church is about Love, Acceptance, and Forgiveness. I think this a good thing. i need to focus on the good things. i don't know any of these churchfolk personally. And they don't know me. i'm the one dancing and worshiping in the very last row on the right side. i am shy and quiet, otherwise but i love to sing and dance. i enjoy worshiping my Lord. Sometimes my husband comes too. he was raised in church. i was not. i found Jesus at 19. it was close to Easter of '90 and i became one of His children. ...
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