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  1. depressed. feel empty.

    by , 1 Week Ago at 02:21 AM
    nothing but deadness inside me. stuck on empty. suffocating sterility. all is pointless and predictable. im rotting. i have no idea how i will ever make it out of the slump, or if i ever will crawl back out of this isolated airless hole. all is darkness and void. im dying and crying inside. I need Jesus. shatter the walls. resurrect my spirit. invigorate me with the Holy Spirit. im so broken. face down stagnant buried under darkness and void i am not living just festering. i need a miracle.
  2. God-- my life is yours, that I may have life abundantly

    by , 1 Week Ago at 04:33 AM

    flatline braindamage solitude poverty pathetic disgusting existence i am languishing in hobbling along blindly. Christ only You are the Answer.
    left holed up inside the isolated darkness inhaling this toxic miasma i die slowly statuesque numb with no verve no vibe no life no purpose
    please tell me the world isnt governed by chance. I want my life to be part of your plan. I need a plan from you God. I have none of my own. I wish to follow u.
    heal this pernicious ...
  3. God What Do I DO?

    by , 1 Week Ago at 03:36 PM
    Lord Almighty,

    I'm in a lot of trouble, hemmed in on sides by mountainous difficulties and heaps of unanswered questions. In terms of the practical world and my serious need for $ asap I feel clueless. Awkward precarious position. Cant be high school teacher again, not qualified for most good esl jobs, im best at writing but there are tons of big blame problems on that. No idea. Lord, Lord, Lord, I call upon You.
    Help stabilize me, allay my anxieties, and direct me wherever You ...
  4. black hole

    by , 2 Weeks Ago at 05:32 AM
    non je suis pas bien.