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  1. The scary thing about God

    by , 1 Week Ago at 09:02 PM
    The scary thing about God is that He sees every part of us. He sees the parts of us that we share with the world, and more importantly He sees both the truth and the lie(s) in what we choose to share. He sees all the best parts of us: our talents, qualities, passions, interests, little quirks, the things that make us happy. He designed all of these, which is a breathtaking thought when we pause long enough to consider it. He sees the more secret parts of us, that we keep just for ourselves. ...

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  2. Tonight I was brave

    by , 2 Weeks Ago at 10:28 PM
    So tonight I face my fears and stepped out in faith. It was hard. It may sound like such a silly, simple thing. Something most of us do every week, if not more than once a week. I went to church. This isn't something new for me, by any means. I have been doing some wandering and soul searching lately though. Both through difficult circumstances (see earlier blogs for more - but a damaged, and damaging, relationship caused me to withdraw from church for a while there) and a nudge in my soul was telling ...
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  3. Coming Undone

    by , 2 Weeks Ago at 10:15 PM
    I have been on a rollercoaster these past weeks. I've had some highs when I could reach out and touch the sky, after some steep uphill climbs, followed by some stomach-churning drops, followed by a sense of relief as my rollercoaster slows and steadies a little - if only temporarily. I a left with a constant knot in my stomach though, and a tightness in my chest even after my racing heart slows down again.

    I feel as though I have gone through at least half of the stages of moving on ...
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  4. The War I'm Waging

    by , January 7th, 2017 at 10:18 PM
    I've made a mess lately, and have been struggling to deal with the aftermath of my own stupidity. I made a horrible mistake kissing a friend who has a girlfriend, something I never imagined I would be capable of. I blocked it out for the first few days and just pushed it down as deep as I could before I couldn't take it any longer. We ended up talking so that I could get things clear in my head. It actually helped, and will help me move on in the long run, but he has said after that we can meet ...
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  5. That Thing I Keep So Well Hidden and What I've Realised Through It

    by , December 27th, 2016 at 06:00 PM
    I have been struggling a lot lately, and my heart has been full of all sorts of restless feelings that I haven't been able to even identify, until now. It has dawned on me that I am deeply disappointed and dissatisfied with my life. My job is demotivating and the work environment I am in is a pressure cooker. It is also badly paid and has been called by many a "thankless job" as we work very hard but receive little respect or appreciation, quite often only grief for our trouble. I used ...
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