I'm going to try to live today with a better attitude than yesterday. And with more patience in waiting for God. And I'll put in that other application. Work upstairs. Do some laundry. Remember to pray when the temptation to worry comes. And if that is the most engaging with life I am able to muster today, then it's better than nothing.
When I begin to feel He is against my survival temporally, I'll pray. When I begin again in unthankfulness, I'll pray. In short,