My life became a bitter example of sin; I became a castaway on the other side of a wall. With hindsight I could not escape, even from myself. One long night I knelt on a concrete floor, in tears I asked God if I could be forgiven; and would He teach me things I couldn't possibly know without Him.
What happened next became a vision; every part of me heard and felt in every cell of my body. I was in a seemingly desolate place, like desert with nothing on or in it. Then
a bolt of