God saved me 35 years ago. He led me from darkness to light. He delivered me from alcohol and he has totally changed me as a person.
For you, you have a very difficult journey, but the Holy Spirit will help you. I do think if you come from a Muslim family and you are living with your parents, you need to hide it from them.
But pray for them to come to know Jesus. God is very good, and he can send them dreams of Isa, and they will know the truth, that he is more than just a man.
In the meantime, I believe you need to read the Bible. But read it on-line. Biblegateway.com has many versions in many languages. But erase your search history.
Really, it is ironical that in believing in Jesus, you have to keep this from your parents. You could be on-line looking at pornography or buying drugs. Instead, you have made the most important step anyone can make in this life - to believe in Jesus and repent of your sins.
Please PM me if you want to talk more about believing in Jesus, or how God saved me. My salvation was a total miracle of God.
Praying for you to be safe, and to know Jesus as Lord and Saviour.