I met this friend abt 3 1/2 years ago.. I knew that there was something special abt her by her demeanor. And spiritual intake Not knowing her completely I found myself drawn to her spiritually. She had a motherly spirit abt herself and God her focal point. As I got to know her, I found out that she had been through some challenging situations. Throughout the years I found myself pouring into her spiritually, because of the extent of her challenges, but I was being torn down by her energy so often. I begin to say maybe it's all that she had been through and I seem to had been her pouching bag( not literally). Yet I still being that friend if she needed me. I have give so much, but I seem to be the one always disappointed by her actions. She calls me her best friend! HUH? I am always giving. I can only remember one time she actually gave back. Am I selfish to think that? I just thought as friends we are there for one another. Now at this point we hardly talk. I always put the effort .I am so at the point of never opening up my heart because it hurts too much especially when you say your friends! What should I do? Why would God place such a person in my life ? I don't get it