Everyone I just wrote this to Stephanie and I don't know why but I felt as if God wanted me to post it in here, I don't know for what purpose or for who but I don't know how to do anything but follow my heart and so for whatever reason for whoever I am posting it
You know the day before yesterday I was praying to God about you. I came to him telling him how you deserve so much more than me so much more than what little I have to offer. I can't be with you physically and so I can only be there for you online.
I want you to live through life never feeling alone to not just know how deeply you are loved and cared about but to wake up each morning living it having this love that God and I have for you wash over you every time you think of one of us for it be a warmth residing in your soul. and for every tear you may cry from pain or sadness you would feel strong yet gentle and caring arms around you whether that is physical arms or the unseen arms of Jesus. For your tears to fall not from sadness but from your heart being to touched by beauty and the depths of the love that is being poured into you that every tear from that was infused with love.
For you to know the blessings and beauty of being a mom for having a family for having your heart melt from the first look at your first child and to forever hold onto how that child made your heart melt to always remember and live with the love that you felt for that baby and to always have a strong caring agape loving man next to you who is there for you always who infuses the love and bond between the three of you, him God and you even if it isn't me.
I want you to know and see to experience and to feel all of this and much more I can easily keep going on and on but I want this for you regardless if I am the man to give it to you or not
You know the day before yesterday I was praying to God about you. I came to him telling him how you deserve so much more than me so much more than what little I have to offer. I can't be with you physically and so I can only be there for you online.
I want you to live through life never feeling alone to not just know how deeply you are loved and cared about but to wake up each morning living it having this love that God and I have for you wash over you every time you think of one of us for it be a warmth residing in your soul. and for every tear you may cry from pain or sadness you would feel strong yet gentle and caring arms around you whether that is physical arms or the unseen arms of Jesus. For your tears to fall not from sadness but from your heart being to touched by beauty and the depths of the love that is being poured into you that every tear from that was infused with love.
For you to know the blessings and beauty of being a mom for having a family for having your heart melt from the first look at your first child and to forever hold onto how that child made your heart melt to always remember and live with the love that you felt for that baby and to always have a strong caring agape loving man next to you who is there for you always who infuses the love and bond between the three of you, him God and you even if it isn't me.
I want you to know and see to experience and to feel all of this and much more I can easily keep going on and on but I want this for you regardless if I am the man to give it to you or not