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Hi I am a nice loving loyal person who had difficult relationship with my parents and am now in a bad situation and need some practical help along with some tlc after losing my grandparents who brought me up from a baby. I have no one to turn to apart from God and there's some things he can't help with but I am praying for myself and my family. I have asked friends to help and have had no luck. Some don't even reply. I'm looking for a nice Christian / Catholic caring person or family that can support/ talk/ put me up with the occasional hug to keep me safe emotionally and off the streets while I am grieving. I am ok when with people but not sleeping and need a stable base amongst people that are kind just for awhile as I have no one and nothing. And if it's not too much trouble I am in desperate need of saving mine and my grandparents belongings. Nit necessary in the same place. Its just for a while and I will reimburse asap. I am Catholic myself though not strict and feeling very lost and adrift and nit very liked by my parents and have slept rough( first time ever) and tried shelters but find I cannot emotionally or physically walk the streets all day and I hate asking for money or help and I'm going stir crazy. The hostels near me are full of alcohol and drugs and I'm afraid. I don't mind where you live but would prefer somewhere I can get to and help me pray and stop having anxiety attacks alone. In return I have skills I can cook fairly well, clean, babysit, childminder,dog walking,help with animals, any chores. I have good English,maths and computer skills. I can turn my hand to most things but do not drive. I am quiet,tidy and like to read and watch soaps and films. Please I have tried and tried with my divorced parents and still trying to get a live in job but if anyone can help me for a short while a few weeks or know of someone or a nice family that can be charitable Please let me know asap. I'm 44 and a half and I know I am not alone. Having lived on the streets and heard their stories I would take them all in if I could. It is heartbreaking to see and for myself that my parents chose to turn a blind eye and ignore me for whatever reason. I have no idea why. thank you to any that read this and reply x may God bless you x. I can a little bit of money out of my benefit and will try and get a little job to cover my overheads. To be amount someone or a family would that could care abit and maybe pray and go to church and to sleep safe and gain my strength and be with nice kind people would be wonderful and would benefit me greatly. I have no ill health just this constant wobbly scared not sleeping tearful. To be with someone that cares and sit with me for a bit each day after losing my home and grandparents that brought me up well would thank you forever for helping me out of this mess that is not of my doing. Thank you and God bless and I pray that my prayers will be answered soon. XX