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I am writing this to express the burden inside!!
It is hard to become a mom,total adjustment I really need to do.
Waking up in the middle of the night to prepare a milk for him,changing diaper & so on.
A lot of worries & unexplained situation rushing up in my mind.yet it is manageable!
But it is harder to become a pastor's wife,
Because I always to pretend that I am okay even I am not.
I need to smile if it is so hard
I learned to give even I don't have enough
Our life,home and privacy is open to everyone!no more privacy!!
We are assigned in the pioneering church,where members are full of strong hold,the place of survival!
I almost quit because of their sinful deeds!
& the hardest thing is when we fail to bring them back to the Lord because they keep hardening their hearts.
One thing I really ask if you read this one,Please pray for me,
Now we are looking forward that God will give us supporters,to help in sustaining our needs & the needs of our church.
Thank You.God will pave his favor & blessings always..
Thank you for reading this one..
email add: [email protected]
It is hard to become a mom,total adjustment I really need to do.
Waking up in the middle of the night to prepare a milk for him,changing diaper & so on.
A lot of worries & unexplained situation rushing up in my mind.yet it is manageable!
But it is harder to become a pastor's wife,
Because I always to pretend that I am okay even I am not.
I need to smile if it is so hard
I learned to give even I don't have enough
Our life,home and privacy is open to everyone!no more privacy!!
We are assigned in the pioneering church,where members are full of strong hold,the place of survival!
I almost quit because of their sinful deeds!
& the hardest thing is when we fail to bring them back to the Lord because they keep hardening their hearts.
One thing I really ask if you read this one,Please pray for me,
Now we are looking forward that God will give us supporters,to help in sustaining our needs & the needs of our church.
Thank You.God will pave his favor & blessings always..
Thank you for reading this one..
email add: [email protected]