Congratulations that you are saved and have a personal relationship with God through Jesus Christ our Lord! The process of a new believer in Christ is usually not rapid (except in Paul's case) but is usually slow. I applaud you on wanting to be the spiritual leader of the household, just as Jesus Christ is the leader of the church, the body of Christ. You already read the Bible, I assume daily. You pray. Do you pray for yourself, for your family, and that others would know Jesus as you know Him now? You listen to Christian music everyday. That is good, I encourage you to also memorize Scripture and have it written on the tablet of your heart. Find passages that mean a lot to you, repeat them to yourself, and put them to memory. As well, tell other people about what Jesus has done in your life and share with them how to become a Christian just as you have become a Christian. The gist of the gospel goes like this: The condition of man is sin (rebellion, passive indifference, etc against God). Due to that, there is a chasm or a wall that is erected and man cannot know God personally or experience his love and plan in their life. But man knows that they need something to fill the void in their lives so they try to live a good life, philosophy, works-based religion (like Islam, Jehovah's Witnesses, etc). But none of it works and the void still remains. But God sent his Son Jesus to live a pure and sinless life, to die on the cross for their sins, and to rise again from the dead on the third day. If they accept Jesus Christ as their personal Savior and sovereign Lord, that he died on the cross for their sins, and rose again from the dead on the third day, they will be saved, begin a new life, and go to heaven when they die. If they do this, encourage to find a Bible-believing church and not to be afraid to inquire, to read the Bible daily, to pray, and to listen to Christian music to fill their heart and soul. God bless.
