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I had not seen my husband for a year. He has thoughts of me harming him.. an angry person whom didn't want to sleep at night, checking on me when he didn't want to sleep... I was scared to stiffness for a few epidodes. I'm afraid to say the wrong things and he will give me repeated questions.
When his angry with someone, he can turn the anger to me. Though he never physically abuse me before and he cursed my womb and didn't want to take the responsibility that he was a part to my left crippled leg. He has memory problems but he denied and avoider taking anti-depressants.
When he screams over at the phone.. it stressed me out... I am at lost what to do.
1. I'm sure I do not want to live with him anymore due to his anger and being scary at night when he got so angry and didn't want to sleep.
2. I been seeing psychiatrist and psychologist at the same time. I'm at a lost should I divorce him and got into circles and circles of ....yes divorce.. no divorce..
I couldn't work and even reorganise my own stuff... what should I do.. please help me... I want to honour God but the painful memories made me so sad and feeling very depressed.
Much thanks in advance...
When his angry with someone, he can turn the anger to me. Though he never physically abuse me before and he cursed my womb and didn't want to take the responsibility that he was a part to my left crippled leg. He has memory problems but he denied and avoider taking anti-depressants.
When he screams over at the phone.. it stressed me out... I am at lost what to do.
1. I'm sure I do not want to live with him anymore due to his anger and being scary at night when he got so angry and didn't want to sleep.
2. I been seeing psychiatrist and psychologist at the same time. I'm at a lost should I divorce him and got into circles and circles of ....yes divorce.. no divorce..
I couldn't work and even reorganise my own stuff... what should I do.. please help me... I want to honour God but the painful memories made me so sad and feeling very depressed.
Much thanks in advance...