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My husband and I have had problems with his parents since the day we got married. For starters they literally tried to disrupt our wedding. I threw my wedding dress in the trash afterwards because there are no fond memories of our wedding day.
The day we got back from our honeymoon his mom and sister cussed me out, and to this day I still don't know why.
About 10 months into our marriage and me being newly pregnant his sister comes into our house and physically assaults me because of a misunderstanding of a phone call being disconnected prematurely. In the meantime, she drove 25 min to our house and physically assaulted me and when I tried to call for help she ripped the phone off the wall. (This was back in the good ole days when phones were connected to walls). I had to get a restraining order. Since that day the relationship became strained because DH parents did not believe me, eventhough I had physical injuries from the attack. Of course my DH was at work when this attack occurred, which they made sure he was never around when they were abusive.
DH and I had our first child and they barely acknowledged our son. Hurtful, but nothing too damaging there. Our daughter was born 2 years later and DH father didn't even show up at the hospital to see the new grandchild, we only live 1 hour away. I stopped making an effort, but my DH continued to be manipulated by them. We had two more kids over the next 5 years and the in-laws have never met them. And for 12 years we've had little contact.
Fast forward 12 years and DH father just passed away. Within a day DH forgave his parents and was with his father almost daily for two weeks until his father passed away.
I need another perspective. My DH gave his life to Jesus when we were dating, he did not come from a Christian family. I know this is the crux of all discourse because they believe I've turned my DH against the ways he was raised.
There has been so much hurt and strife. I've tried for two weeks to give my DH the latitude and freedom to deal with his parents as he needed for closure, but now he's acting like nothing has ever happened and wants us to jump back into a relationship with all the family again. He texts and calls his mom all day long and chit chats like there isnt 18 years of hurt. I know he's forgiven his parents, but his mother has never apologized.
We have had a rocky marriage because of our disagreements over the inlaws. He always defends them and doesn't understand my hurt. Its always me against them. I'm having to defend myself on my own and my DH doesn't come to my defense.
DH now wants our kids to meet the mother in law and the kids don't want to. My oldest is 16 and doesn't understand why they have to meet someone that has ignored them almost his whole life.
I believe forgiveness should be granted, but I also dont believe forgiveness means we get rid of our boundaries and there are steps in reconciliation that can't be tossed aside.
DH mom and his sister would like nothing more than for me to disappear. My question is I'm tired of fighting for my husband, I'm feeling weary and ready to give up. I know God hates divorce but I don't have anymore to give and I'm tired of my husband not leading and protecting our family. I have too much self respect to allow this family to be verbally or physically abusive again, and I'm older and wiser. But I can't change my DH and if he cannot be the godly husband I need him to be then we can't be together anymore.
Please someone give me perspective.
The day we got back from our honeymoon his mom and sister cussed me out, and to this day I still don't know why.
About 10 months into our marriage and me being newly pregnant his sister comes into our house and physically assaults me because of a misunderstanding of a phone call being disconnected prematurely. In the meantime, she drove 25 min to our house and physically assaulted me and when I tried to call for help she ripped the phone off the wall. (This was back in the good ole days when phones were connected to walls). I had to get a restraining order. Since that day the relationship became strained because DH parents did not believe me, eventhough I had physical injuries from the attack. Of course my DH was at work when this attack occurred, which they made sure he was never around when they were abusive.
DH and I had our first child and they barely acknowledged our son. Hurtful, but nothing too damaging there. Our daughter was born 2 years later and DH father didn't even show up at the hospital to see the new grandchild, we only live 1 hour away. I stopped making an effort, but my DH continued to be manipulated by them. We had two more kids over the next 5 years and the in-laws have never met them. And for 12 years we've had little contact.
Fast forward 12 years and DH father just passed away. Within a day DH forgave his parents and was with his father almost daily for two weeks until his father passed away.
I need another perspective. My DH gave his life to Jesus when we were dating, he did not come from a Christian family. I know this is the crux of all discourse because they believe I've turned my DH against the ways he was raised.
There has been so much hurt and strife. I've tried for two weeks to give my DH the latitude and freedom to deal with his parents as he needed for closure, but now he's acting like nothing has ever happened and wants us to jump back into a relationship with all the family again. He texts and calls his mom all day long and chit chats like there isnt 18 years of hurt. I know he's forgiven his parents, but his mother has never apologized.
We have had a rocky marriage because of our disagreements over the inlaws. He always defends them and doesn't understand my hurt. Its always me against them. I'm having to defend myself on my own and my DH doesn't come to my defense.
DH now wants our kids to meet the mother in law and the kids don't want to. My oldest is 16 and doesn't understand why they have to meet someone that has ignored them almost his whole life.
I believe forgiveness should be granted, but I also dont believe forgiveness means we get rid of our boundaries and there are steps in reconciliation that can't be tossed aside.
DH mom and his sister would like nothing more than for me to disappear. My question is I'm tired of fighting for my husband, I'm feeling weary and ready to give up. I know God hates divorce but I don't have anymore to give and I'm tired of my husband not leading and protecting our family. I have too much self respect to allow this family to be verbally or physically abusive again, and I'm older and wiser. But I can't change my DH and if he cannot be the godly husband I need him to be then we can't be together anymore.
Please someone give me perspective.