I have been married for 25 years. I am a Christian, my husband has denied God twice to me. He has a gambling problem, he is depressed,h as PTSD, spends hours on his phone, pulls away from the family, has a female "best friend", they text, and they work together, she was is married but has left her husband, I have expressed my dislike of their relationship but he says I am being jealous. We are going to counseling, we started at my church, which was his idea, but after the first together appointment and then one on one he decided it wasn't right for him. Now we are seeing individual counselors. Things are not getting better, he hasn't tried to improve, I believe that he doesn't want our marriage to work, he wants to move on. I know we are suppose to honor our vows until death do us part, but I also know that adultery is wrong, I believe that he has committed adultery, maybe not with another women, but he has cheated on me everytime he gambles, lies about gambling. He has taken food out of our families mouth, he as a caused us to almost loose our home, he has caused me to age and have health issues because of gambling and all the things that goes with it. I am at my last straw. I have tried and tried and I am just about done.