This is my first second thread the Last thread was about some issues with worries the real thing that lead me hear was;
few years back when I was around 136 years old I started experiencing attacks both from witches and demons for more than 7 years there I hardly a night that I had a good night rest I prayed but then it was like more I they attacked my I had asked myself and even my parents what went wrong that I going through such ordeal but no body not even me can see any reason.
I can remember how my soul was full of sorrow, severe fear, deep sexual hunger, and a certain feeling I just can't discribe, even witches oppresses me at night Don't get me wrong I became a Christian very early in my life but don't know much about God then
Several times it is like they want to rip my heart from my chest but in all this I never stop praying nor believing God I graduated from school with a grade I never planned for because of all the attacks
Now am free God has saved me from all by his mercy God has been so faithful, so powerful, his message of Grace has helped me overcome but I still feel that I missed a lot in life because I spent those years trying to stay alive fighting spiritual battles with enemies that I didn't know, am doing a job that I don't like I made a lot of wrong decisions due to the so much attacks. sometimes I don't feel satisfied or happy with my life thinking that I have lost a lot and I don't know how I can achieve my goals again it's really not a good thinking but I must be sincere I just need you guys to talk to me and pray with me I should be thankful to God for saving me not being sorrowful
Whatever error I made in my writing pardon me thanks
few years back when I was around 136 years old I started experiencing attacks both from witches and demons for more than 7 years there I hardly a night that I had a good night rest I prayed but then it was like more I they attacked my I had asked myself and even my parents what went wrong that I going through such ordeal but no body not even me can see any reason.
I can remember how my soul was full of sorrow, severe fear, deep sexual hunger, and a certain feeling I just can't discribe, even witches oppresses me at night Don't get me wrong I became a Christian very early in my life but don't know much about God then
Several times it is like they want to rip my heart from my chest but in all this I never stop praying nor believing God I graduated from school with a grade I never planned for because of all the attacks
Now am free God has saved me from all by his mercy God has been so faithful, so powerful, his message of Grace has helped me overcome but I still feel that I missed a lot in life because I spent those years trying to stay alive fighting spiritual battles with enemies that I didn't know, am doing a job that I don't like I made a lot of wrong decisions due to the so much attacks. sometimes I don't feel satisfied or happy with my life thinking that I have lost a lot and I don't know how I can achieve my goals again it's really not a good thinking but I must be sincere I just need you guys to talk to me and pray with me I should be thankful to God for saving me not being sorrowful
Whatever error I made in my writing pardon me thanks
Thank you for sharing this with us...I feel the same way too...sometimes I feel like I wasted so much time too in my life...I am 40 now and I still need a lot more growing in my faith...