Sara99, the Bible is clear about what God thinks about homosexuality, that it is a sin. God loves YOU, but not your sin. Therefore I advise you to get professional Christian help and to seek God in prayer and read the Bible in order to get knowledge and wisdom. If you have questions about God and life, and need support in living life pleasing to God, you have come to the right site. But I will also advise you not to meet with this woman, but the reason has nothing to do with your appearances, obviously. I hope to meet you on chat some time.