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The easiest way to put it is this: I don't feel like I'm truly a part of my family. For 4 years, I've been dealing with verbal abuse. I've had them tell me I'm not pretty, I'm not motivated, I'll never get anywhere in life, I'm fat, and other things. Most recently, I've been told that I'm a burden on everyone around me. Who knows? Maybe they're right. I don't like thinking that though. Granted, it's not my whole family that talks to me like this. The ones I don't see as much as I would like are really sweet people. But, my parents and my grandparents have something negative to say to me on a daily basis. I don't like ranting about it, but I really don't know how much longer I can take it. Prayers and advice are always appreciated. Thank you and God Bless!!