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hi my sisters and brothers,
well i have been married for 7 years. im 27 and my husband is 29 we meet in a chat room. God lead us together in a powerful way.. a friend of mine told me to get on the chat line as well as a friend of his.. the first words he told me was God said you are my wife when i heard your voice... that was before we even seen eachother... so we dated for 6 months and were married... before i married him i seek God for advice He gave me peace that my husband was sent by Him... okey i got save when i was 18. i really did'nt know God but knew i gave my life to him with a prayer... okey so my husband wanted to know this God i talk about all the time so i lead him to Christ in prayer... we begin going to church were we found understanding of God... we were filled with Gods Spirit... so i was save at 18 and married at 19... okey so things happen so fast i was still living as a worldly women as for as my ways.. i lied to my husband about things in my past beacuse i was ashamed of them... as time pass he never forgave me of my past and everything i have done to hurt him he adds to his list... okey i have never commited adultery...( just wanted to get that out there for anyone who's thinnking it) but sin is sin big or small... I ask my husband to for give me and he says its hard and he want never forget... okey to add to the stress we just lost our 2nd baby and have beeen praying for kids for years.. well i know God is faithful but at this very moment my hope is lost... and everything seems dead... im trying to walk out Gods word... walking in love towards him... but all he do is hurt me to get back at me because of his pain... he tells me im only being nice cause he leaving me but its to late...we are separated but still living together due to the fact he saving his money to leave... please pray for me and if their be any advice thanks.. oh also i have a women ministry called Abigail's Closet and my husband and I was called to couples ministry by the Lord... please pray with me Gods plans be accomplished... GOD BLESS...
well i have been married for 7 years. im 27 and my husband is 29 we meet in a chat room. God lead us together in a powerful way.. a friend of mine told me to get on the chat line as well as a friend of his.. the first words he told me was God said you are my wife when i heard your voice... that was before we even seen eachother... so we dated for 6 months and were married... before i married him i seek God for advice He gave me peace that my husband was sent by Him... okey i got save when i was 18. i really did'nt know God but knew i gave my life to him with a prayer... okey so my husband wanted to know this God i talk about all the time so i lead him to Christ in prayer... we begin going to church were we found understanding of God... we were filled with Gods Spirit... so i was save at 18 and married at 19... okey so things happen so fast i was still living as a worldly women as for as my ways.. i lied to my husband about things in my past beacuse i was ashamed of them... as time pass he never forgave me of my past and everything i have done to hurt him he adds to his list... okey i have never commited adultery...( just wanted to get that out there for anyone who's thinnking it) but sin is sin big or small... I ask my husband to for give me and he says its hard and he want never forget... okey to add to the stress we just lost our 2nd baby and have beeen praying for kids for years.. well i know God is faithful but at this very moment my hope is lost... and everything seems dead... im trying to walk out Gods word... walking in love towards him... but all he do is hurt me to get back at me because of his pain... he tells me im only being nice cause he leaving me but its to late...we are separated but still living together due to the fact he saving his money to leave... please pray for me and if their be any advice thanks.. oh also i have a women ministry called Abigail's Closet and my husband and I was called to couples ministry by the Lord... please pray with me Gods plans be accomplished... GOD BLESS...