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I've given away possessions that I never thought I could part with, throw things out for the sake of not building up treasures that will one day mean nothing... this house though? I grew up here. There is a story in every notch, every stain. I know that it's best to be with my family until I am stable enough to be on my own, and oddly I was fine with the idea of moving out of here one day- because I felt the promise that my family would always be here, living here, to come back to! Funny, huh? That a house could mean so much, because it became a home for me.
Then my mom met someone, and after a shifty on and off relationship, after becoming engaged, it's time to move into his house.
My heart isn't in it yet, but more than the house, I am sad about the people that will no longer be close to me. I grew up visiting my grandma all the time (I adore her), and now I don't have that- she lives so far away, once we move to the new house. And the people I grew up around... I know that I will keep in touch with good friends, because some of them are life long friends, through thick and thin. A handful, that rare few. It's sad though.
I know this is the way of the world, that we move around and such, meet new people, embark on new adventures. I'm just currently uneasy about it because this is my first time moving. We're moving into the fiance's house tomorrow!
Just needed to let that out. The house is gorgeous, and just big enough for 6 people and 9 large animals, so I see the bright side- my dogs now have room to run, and my mom is very happy now. AHHH!!! Nervous. Tomorrow is the big day!
Then my mom met someone, and after a shifty on and off relationship, after becoming engaged, it's time to move into his house.
My heart isn't in it yet, but more than the house, I am sad about the people that will no longer be close to me. I grew up visiting my grandma all the time (I adore her), and now I don't have that- she lives so far away, once we move to the new house. And the people I grew up around... I know that I will keep in touch with good friends, because some of them are life long friends, through thick and thin. A handful, that rare few. It's sad though.
I know this is the way of the world, that we move around and such, meet new people, embark on new adventures. I'm just currently uneasy about it because this is my first time moving. We're moving into the fiance's house tomorrow!
Just needed to let that out. The house is gorgeous, and just big enough for 6 people and 9 large animals, so I see the bright side- my dogs now have room to run, and my mom is very happy now. AHHH!!! Nervous. Tomorrow is the big day!