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My cousin and best, best friend is going to be joining the National Guard. I've heard terrible things about it, and I have a terrible feeling about it.
Sure, I'll miss him, but that's not half of this feeling in the pit of my stomach... I've had this feeling before, and I can only tell people that it's a spiritual disturbance, and it's much deeper than a normal discomfort.
But he's leaving to sign up tomorrow, and I want to beg him not to.... :,( I love him, and I don't want this feeling here anymore, but I don't know how to let him go, and not have this feeling, or to beg him not to, and make him unhappy.
Sure, I'll miss him, but that's not half of this feeling in the pit of my stomach... I've had this feeling before, and I can only tell people that it's a spiritual disturbance, and it's much deeper than a normal discomfort.
But he's leaving to sign up tomorrow, and I want to beg him not to.... :,( I love him, and I don't want this feeling here anymore, but I don't know how to let him go, and not have this feeling, or to beg him not to, and make him unhappy.