Oh God I need you, since finding out November 20 my wife is with someone else due to my drinking I have stopped drinking, I have surrendered my life to you, I place my marriage in your hands, I'm doing my best to follow your commandments go to church and I'm fasting half days...seems like the more I pray and try to get close to you Jesus the more she goes out to him, she tells me she's going somewhere else and later I find evidence that shows me that every chance she gets she goes and sleeps at his house, Lord my heart is pleading for your mercy, she denies sleeping with him or loving him but all evidence shows the opposite, how long oh lord must I endure this pain? How long will my enemy laugh at me? How long until my wife comes home to our daughter and our marriage? Have you forgotten me? Should I lose all hope for my family? I refuse to believe your sacred plan is to let our family break apart...Father you know that you, my daughter and my wife are the.only family I've got...please remember me lord.