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My wife of 6+ years and I have been arguing since June, and now have come to the end of our relationship.I found out that she has been having an affair since July and has just today admitted that she is also having a sexual relationship with him. I know that I definately took her for granted and freely admit it. But because of that she denies that she has done anything wrong, not to mention she has brought him around our kids who don't completely understand what is going on. I have known about this affair for somewhile now, and with each passing day my heart fills with more anger and hate
and I have no control over it. My mother told me that God has a plan, to which I told her that God has nothing to do with this. I can't get rid of the anger and hate inside of me, and often ask myself where is God. Thing that hurts the most is I still love my wife, yet she can so easily toss her husband, and family aside. I can't sleep at nights anymore because my mind races constantly over my dilema.I'm starting to lose everything including my faith. Any support, prayers, suggestions would be greatly appeciated.
and I have no control over it. My mother told me that God has a plan, to which I told her that God has nothing to do with this. I can't get rid of the anger and hate inside of me, and often ask myself where is God. Thing that hurts the most is I still love my wife, yet she can so easily toss her husband, and family aside. I can't sleep at nights anymore because my mind races constantly over my dilema.I'm starting to lose everything including my faith. Any support, prayers, suggestions would be greatly appeciated.