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I have said before that I surrendered to the Lord on Nov 12, 2008. Since then I have worked hard at repairing my relationship with my daughter with God's help. For the most part my daughter has been gracious and forgiving...........or has she? She will still sometimes bring stuff up to hurt me. She is not saying she was hurt by what I did but she knows I will feel bad about it which I still do. Actually, I shouldn't feel guilt and/or shame anymore because Jesus forgave me....but it seems my family and even my own daughter won't move on. How can I not keep from feeling guilty if they keep reminding me?
This is a cycle that keeps going on and on. Were good for awhile and then she starts an argument. Or she asks for my opinion and once I give it to her she does not like it and gets mad at me.
I have no doubt she has been hurt by my past drinking problem and my heart breaks a lot whenever I think about it. I wish she would seek help like I did and talk about the hurts, fears, ect....and move forward.
I have told her I can no longer be on this roller coaster ride with her. I will not allow her to disrespect me anymore. This sick behavior has to stop. Am I wrong?
This is a cycle that keeps going on and on. Were good for awhile and then she starts an argument. Or she asks for my opinion and once I give it to her she does not like it and gets mad at me.
I have no doubt she has been hurt by my past drinking problem and my heart breaks a lot whenever I think about it. I wish she would seek help like I did and talk about the hurts, fears, ect....and move forward.
I have told her I can no longer be on this roller coaster ride with her. I will not allow her to disrespect me anymore. This sick behavior has to stop. Am I wrong?