You are doing a wonderful thing for yourself, you are admitting you belong to God. God has an entire book with how His family can have what, in the original language God used to write that book, is shalom. There isn't an English word for it, but it certainly does not include "I want a divorce"!!
Our lives aren't to be taken up with managing how others act, it says to leave that to God. But for you, there is a lot of doing involved. Especially, if your husband is supporting you, you have just as big and serious a job to do in supporting him. If he prefers TV and his cars to you, that is between him and God, not you and him. You don't have to do all your job as wife requires because you love him, but you have to do it because you love God. Besides, when you "act as if" often it spills over into something real.
We are living in a world where marriage is not reliable, few are truly married so the welfare of one is the welfare of the other, for the two are one. If your husband feels this way, you are lucky, and you should feel that way, too. In this uncertain world, it is necessary for women to prepare themselves for a job. There are ways of training yourself for work, and certainly you should be doing that. Your days will fill, anyway, and be gone. If you use them well, or if you don't, time will pass. You just as well use the time well.
