Well I HAVE lost everything! I lost my home, my husband, my marriage, my health, my job, my family as i knew it, my money, my dignity and nearly my life, and all i had was JESUS left to keep me going! I had only Him to supply me a place to live my food for me and my teenage son!
During all this time, i never once lied, cheated or thought of stealing to survive! NOT ONCE! As i prayed every second of every day just to give me strength and get me buy. And you know what? HE DID!!!
He brought me to a home, performed miracles upon miracles for me to strengthen me and lift my faith for increased renewal. he brought me to a church where i could get fed the Word and i had fellowship and other brothers and sisters to befriend me.
He prayed with me, stayed with me, counseled me, loved me, secured me and gave me peace. Its there that i grew the most at that time when i thought i had nothing, yet i had the most for i had the closest relationship with my Savior that i ever had and it grew every day. I would never take any of it back as i am so thankful for that time!
I Praise my Lord every day for His walk with me this for sticking with me and helping me at my worse time and showing Himself to me!
So if anyone ever asks me what would you do, i say i would rather die, as i have already been near death many times before and dieing is not so bad. Living is so much harder. And living properly is harder still. So because i have strong faith, I choose to serve my Lord.. I chose Him yesterday, i choose him today, and i will choose Him tomorrow too if it comes... if not. So be it. Its all good, for I get to go home and see my Saviors face.... I cant see anything bad about that choice... I am happy about it...