crying

the day is long
i go to school
i feel pain
im such a fool
when i get home
i feel fear
not a place that i hold dear
i cant say what it happens there
i just can say its like a lare
like a hidden fear deep with in
a place of horrid crazy fear
when mom is here my life is sweet
but when she works
i feel beneath
a cloud of fear that grasps my heart
my body my all
is not worth living
a day of fear that is every day
is a day to long in every way

I was just watching this video before I came back on here.
Wheels for the World | Joni and Friends

You're Never Alone!

Jesus Loves You!!

Praying with you brother. We are all sheeps awaiting the slaughter. But we are all shoulder to shoulder. Each one of us a part of the body of Christ. Your the arm. I'm the leg. We're in this together.

pain and fear, long, gone, old enemies of mine
they had made me groan and yell and cry and sigh all day
they tried to make me fly away and say unkind things that weren't
really meant at all.
one day a mystery was solved, after I had tried to crawl away -
I saw another day lay before me but I thought I had died,
then realized another lie had been told, because
radiant sunshine lit-up my room, and what looked like delicate flowers
began to bloom right before my eyes, and this tore my heart right in two,
just one more clue, because I knew if I could love and see such brand new beauty
then I had been given a duty that I couldn't refuse.

Boomer,

I feel a precious hope inside of you, I can see it beginning to bloom,
not to mention, your gift for expressing your thoughts.

keep up your beautiful work.

take a deep breath and let tears flow
then, clear your mind from all sorrow
now,hold your hands together
and let's both pray everything's going to be better
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.be strong brother