Requiem for a Dream

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Katri

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#21
I want something real.

i am waiting on Gods promise
for me.

not a one night nothing,
that makes me feel like nothing.

I want what God has for me.

someone who will feel like something.​
 
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Katri

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#22
Only satan would make two
women compete in a competition for Him,

He likes to corrupt, pervert,
he twists the real meaning of love
and then he turns it into a mindless game.


 
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Katri

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#23
Say Something
lyrics by: Alex Preston

Say something, I'm giving up on you
I'll be the one, if you want me to
Anywhere, I would've followed you
Say something, I'm giving up on you

And I am feeling so small
It was over my head
I know nothing at all

And I will stumble and fall
I'm still learning to love
Just starting to crawl

Say something, I'm giving up on you
I'm sorry that I couldn't get to you
Anywhere, I would've followed you
Say something, I'm giving up on you

And I will swallow my pride
You're the one that I love
And I'm saying goodbye

Say something, I'm giving up on you
And I'm sorry that I couldn't get to you
And anywhere, I would have followed you
Oh-oh-oh-oh say something, I'm giving up on you

Say something, I'm giving up on you
Say something...
 
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Katri

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#24
Don't Give Up
lyrics by: Calling Glory

This time your heart said it's had enough

Sick and tired of everything that's so messed up
You don't wanna move on just playing games
Praying hard somehow that your life will change
When you feel like you don't know what to do
Stuck inside this maze you can't go through

(Chorus)
Don't give up
Help is surely on its way
And don't give up
And the dark is breaking in today
And just keep on moving through these storms
And soon enough you'll find the door
Just don't give up
Oh, and don't give up

These walls around you are caving in
And your life seems like it is wearing thin
And your hope is drowning in despair
It looks like you're not going anywhere
Step inside this heart and then you'll see
Such a love that is so amazing
 
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Katri

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#25
One day if you still love me.
We will hold hands just you and me.
Oneday we will wake up early just to see the sun rising.
You will probably ask me if you are still dreaming.
One day.

Have to say these things out of faith,
because I don't know the whole story.
I don't know why it's taking so long
but I know there is a reason.

all I know is that I love you.
I wish I could be with you right now.
somethings are worth waiting for.

the first thing I want to do is hold your hand.
Even when things look down I know there is hope
you just got to know where to look.

in my heart I know. Will you wait for me?
in your heart you know, do you still believe?

that love will not let go.
in my heart i know
and it will not let go..
that I love you.

I still love you.

 
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Katri

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#26
Lesson learned, you say?

I Hope you learned a valuable lesson.
Hate to say I told you so.
maybe now you will stop bothering me,
maybe you will leave me alone,
move on.

I hate talking like this, but I have to.
You never meant good for me,
you never loved me,
you only wanted to use and hurt me,
and throw me away.
Nothing you said to me was real..

So go ahead and hate me,
you would only be telling the truth
about how you really feel.

I told you I didn't want to play games.

It looks like I win,
and you lose.


 
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Katri

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#27
I shouldn't have insulted you and your band,
and your music. You
all worked hard for everything you did, and you
did it with everything you had, with excellence,
and it sounds impressive. I could never do that,
which is why I shouldn't have said it in the first place.

I deserve everyone hatred for what I said.
I deserve your hatred for letting you down.

I said it because I didn't know if you were playing with my heart and mind.

..I tried to be there, and then things came up, family,
school, trying to get my life together..
I prayed and asked God for wisdom and he said
to trust him, so I did.



 
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Katri

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#28
1 Cor. 13 - "Love is Patient..."

I would rather see you breathing,
under the midnight blue sky.
So far. Way too far is a persistent candle light.
Just the thought keeps me warm at night.
I love that you are alive.

How could you say such things..
don't torture me with hurtful words.
I need you to be here.
I'm not laughing, no I'm not happy,
just sitting in tears, shame, and loneliness.
It hurts, this hurts so much.

How could you assume I enjoy this,
when I cry almost every night,
at the thought of losing,
cause I would be losing you.

I don't want to lose you.

 
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Katri

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#29
An honest answer is like a kiss on the lips. - Proverbs 24:26

I love you so I have to say these things,
because you are important to me.

Stop singing about satanism,
stop glorifying evil.
Turn away from these things.
Turn your heart over to Christ and live.

I'm saying this because I love you, and I want you, all of you, to be with me forever.
It's not impossible, if It was God would not allow me to say this to you.

His love is not shallow, but deeper than the ocean or even the universe, his arm is not too short to reach.

[video=youtube_share;T5-bwS-hrJ4]http://youtu.be/T5-bwS-hrJ4[/video]

 
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Katri

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#30
Love alone is worth the fight
lyrics by: Switchfoot

I'm trying to find where my place is

I'm looking for my own oasis
So close I can taste this
The fear that love alone erases

So I'm back to the basics
I figure it's time I face this
Time to take my own advice
Love alone is worth the fight
Love alone is worth the fight

And I never thought it'd come to this
But it seems like I'm finally feeling numb to this
The funny thing about a name is
You forget what the reason you were playing the game is

And it's all an illusion
A 21st century institution
So I'm headed down the open road unknown
And we find what we're made of
Through the open door

Is it fear you're afraid of?
What are you waiting for?
Love alone is worth the fight
Love alone is worth the fight

We're only here for a season
I'm looking for the rhyme and reason
Why you're born, why you're leaving
What you fear and what you believe in
Why you're living and breathing
Why you're fighting it and getting it even
Let's go headed down the open road unknown

And we find what we're made of
Through the open door
Is it fear you're afraid of?
What are you waiting for?

Love alone is worth the fight
Love alone is worth the fight

Here we are, here we go
Where the road is our own
Hear it calling you home
Here we are, here we go!
Love alone is worth the fight

[video=youtube_share;Xepgw4hjgRU]http://youtu.be/Xepgw4hjgRU[/video]

 
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Katri

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#31


Okay I will come see you, but It might take me
some time to prepare,
I don't know if you mind waiting,
just a little bit longer.
I don't have any money or even any means right now
to travel, except for what God gives me in my open door,
I expect him to provide a way. He will.

I hope you will still be waiting for me,
it might be a little wait but it will be soon.

I love you.​
 
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Katri

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#32
I love you but I think too much.

if I came to see you,
it would be wonderful for a second,
but then you will lose interest in me.
No matter what I did to save the relationship.

You are going to realize you don't want me.

think about it...

I have to pay to see you,
i have to compete with another woman and
win your heart.
I had to wait 7 years for you in order to prove
that I loved you..
and now I'm order to be with you I have to travel
a long way to see you.
You are ashamed of me because I am a Christian.
you want me to change who I am for you.
You never seen me as good enough for a date...
i hate to say this but I was a stupid sidechick, nothing more..

last time I checked I am the girl and you are the guy...
call me old fashioned but there was a reason I didn't go see you,
and turned a cold shoulder to you..

I can't do this, I don't care who would hurt me.
to live is Christ to die is gain.

i believe God has his own timing,
if you love me, God will make a way,
.I love you but I can't go...
 
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Katri

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#33

I don't want to marry you.
It would be a Huge Mistake...

You think you love me now, but you will soon lose interest after,
and it won't last long.

Be honest with yourself for once,
do you really want to be with me for a lifetime?
No. You don't.

Why fight for something that is not going to last?

You already regret inside the thought of being with me.

I know these things...

It's not worth our time and effort,
and stopping it here just seems to be the smartest move.

I can't be with you, for that reason,
I have to end this, and let this be past,
you should too.

I think you feel obligated to be with me,
you feel you have to be with me,
but you shouldn't...
I won't feel bad if you move on.

That's why I turn you down,
I don't think I will ever change my mind about this,
you will always get the same response.

There is no happiness waiting here, just
a mistake waiting to happen.
 
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Katri

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#34
You don't care huh?
I'm not surprised,
I would be shocked, if you did care.
You are a pretty good actor after all..
You know how to play and fool people pretty well,
almost had me that time.

Now I don't have to feel so bad
about what I said about not
wanting to be with you.

I made the right move,
and the right decision.

I don't care either..​
 
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Katri

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#35
I told you I wouldn't be there.
I told you I would let you down..

...I wanted to be there, I wanted to see you.
I had a few reasons not to go.

i can't be a part of glorifying evil.
That is all you seem to be about these days.
I sold my soul to Christ.
I don't want to take part in it.
I don't know you, and I don't trust you.
Didn't you have a girlfriend?
I ended things between us months ago, it was over for me then,
and here you come to try to pretend that you wanted to
be with me..when it was clearly over..
I was angry at you, I wasn't ready to patch things up.
I really wasn't ready for this, or for you
to magically all of a sudden be ready when it was Convienient
and okay for you to be with me..

You can't pressure me into doing something I
don't want to do. That's not how love works.

I told you I don't like games.
You hate me now anyway,
because I didn't do what you wanted.
You hate my guts, and that's fine.

I still won't go to see you.
I don't trust you.
You clearly hate me right now.
..it's better I stay away.

Thats the truth.



 
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Katri

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#36

even though you hate me,
i still want to say this...

i don't know if it's too late, but
i just want to say I love you.
I want to see you,
I want to be with you.

I don't care if it doesn't last,
i was afraid before, but
I love you, I want to be yours.
I want to be with you,

i love you.​
 
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Katri

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#37
I hurt you, I said things I shouldn't have said.
I don't know why you would ever forgive me..
I don't deserve your love..
I am sorry, for letting you down,
I am sorry for everything.

i deserve yout hatred.

I don't have anything to give you,
no special talents to impress.
This is very discouraging and I can't see.
Its hard to have faith, when I can't touch you,
it's hard to believe sometimes.

But I am holding onto a dream,
That one day I may yet see.
Don't you want to see me?
I want to see you..
i know I say a lot of things out of discouragement,
but you are worth the wait to me..

I do love you.

I know it hurts,
Because it's taking so long.
I am sorry, but it will be worth your while.

I do care, I was saying that
I would be with you till you grow tired of me, and no longer want me.
I know that I would enjoy every waking minute of it.
My desire is for marriage is a lifetime, without end,
that is what I want..with you.

Don't give up on me, I won't give up on you.

 
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Katri

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#38
I don't know what to say,
you sound like you are still mad. :p
You kind of sound like you need
a little time to heal, and to think.

I can do that for you, give you time,
it's the least I can do..

I wanted to put something lovey dovey up
but I thought that might be rushing things
or just push you away by sounding too needy,
and kind of turn you off, or even sound too
desperate or something.

Every time I try to rush things like see you,
I hear "wait for God's timing". I believe that God has a perfect
time for us to see each other. It's not going to be the way
we thought it would be. I believe that it is a part of his plan.
What door God opens no man can shut, and what door God
closes no man can open. I expect it to happen, but in his timing.
It is worth the wait, I'm excited, eager and anticipating that day.

I had a dream I we had seen each other and shaken hands,
but it was kind of a uncomfortable and strained situation.
I forced a smile because I wanted to show you I was happy
see you. I was but it was very awkward.
You just looked at me, you were kind of sad, or at least straight faced.
You didn't want to smile..

I don't know where to go from here..

I love you.

Many are the plans in a person's heart, but it is the LORD's purpose that prevails. - Proverbs 19:21
 
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Katri

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#39
I had a dream that I was going to walk
on a see through bridge over the ocean
that was a long ways to walk.

The waves were high and there was a storm,
so naturally I was afraid.
Every time I stepped on the bridge it would shake.

I thought I might fall into the ocean,
be consumed in the storm, and perish.

I awoke from this dream and was reminded of this scripture in
Matthew about how Jesus walked on the water.


 
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Katri

Guest
#40

I can't pursue this strange relationship,
even though we had the love, dreams, and feelings,
it was still living in sin, it didn't honor God, and it doesn't honor marriage,
or a real physical relationship...

This is why I push you away, and always end it between us, this is the reason:

"Do not be bound together with unbelievers;
for what partnership have righteousness and lawlessness,
or what fellowship has light with darkness?
Or what harmony has Christ with Belial,
or what has a believer in common with an unbeliever?
Or what agreement has the temple of God with idols?" 2 Corinthians 6:14



I love you, but I can't go to you,
because in the end one of us has to make a choice to lose
to be with the other person.

...and I love God, I don't want to let him go for you,
I choose God before I choose anything else, I love God, that is just my heart.

and I don't think you want to abandon your way and walk away from it to be with me.
So this has to end, and that means I have to stop writing you.

I think what is best for you, is to let you go.
Love the hardest way for me is letting you go.

So I will stop writing you here.
..This is my goodbye...​
 
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