I don't know what to say,
you sound like you are still mad.
You kind of sound like you need
a little time to heal, and to think.
I can do that for you, give you time,
it's the least I can do..
I wanted to put something lovey dovey up
but I thought that might be rushing things
or just push you away by sounding too needy,
and kind of turn you off, or even sound too
desperate or something.
Every time I try to rush things like see you,
I hear "wait for God's timing". I believe that God has a perfect
time for us to see each other. It's not going to be the way
we thought it would be. I believe that it is a part of his plan.
What door God opens no man can shut, and what door God
closes no man can open. I expect it to happen, but in his timing.
It is worth the wait, I'm excited, eager and anticipating that day.
I had a dream I we had seen each other and shaken hands,
but it was kind of a uncomfortable and strained situation.
I forced a smile because I wanted to show you I was happy
see you. I was but it was very awkward.
You just looked at me, you were kind of sad, or at least straight faced.
You didn't want to smile..
I don't know where to go from here..
I love you.
Many are the plans in a person's heart, but it is the LORD's purpose that prevails. - Proverbs 19:21