Requiem for a Dream

Lo-Ve
by- (me)

1.
I told you I wasn't going to be there for you;
that I was going to let you down.
Why are you suffering for me?
I thought you moved on,
you were so proud to admit you could do without me.

2.
Everyone has to make a choice;
and I chose to stay away from you.
I let you go, so that you could do
whatever you wanted, and you
said, "you had everything, you didn't
need me..

3.
I lied, I have no man to love me.
I bare no wedding ring.
I lied to you because you had someone,
and that broke my heart,

it broke my heart that you no longer wanted me..

4.
I loved you enough to let you go;
isn't that what you wanted?
The deeper you get into the dark, the farther you
become from me.
I wish I could see you..

5.
The truth is I love you enough to let go,
and now you are getting further and
further into the dark..

away from me..
(and all I wanted was you)​

The game kills
by: me

Round and round they go,
playing and preying on their own hearts.
What are dreams anymore?
If love is real. - They shall never know,
That, Love is real.
They shall never know,
because the game kills their love.

if love is real - the game kills
and there is no hope for the reckless,
Is love real - can anyone tell me?
What is this I am feeling.
My heart is at a disadvantage,
if love is real - then the game kills.

It could have been so easy,
you could have told me,
then nothing would have stopped me,
but you wanted to keep me in
the dark.

I will go for love
I will not go for lust, for the flesh leads to death,

If it is love
if it is real
I will do it all for love,
and only for the sake of love.
Nothing more, nothing less.​

I owe you the truth
I don't want to play games anymore..

Don't expect me to be there,
I'll just let you down.

I love you.

That is all I have to say.

​

playing heart games with you, is like playing games with Moriarty as Richard Brook.

The Fall
by: (me)

You wanted me to fall,
to lose it everything, in the name of love for you.
To prove myself to you.
Katherine, that is not my name.
There are no memories.
Never met you before.
I don't know you.
So how could I love you enough
to want to be with you?
It was just a dream,
just my imagination.

I with a shining candle in my hand
I can see the truth as clear as day.

It is over now.
I want you to be happy.
I want you to know love.
I want to let go and move on.

I will take your advice to take risk on
being with someone.
I want to be happy too..
This is where it ends.
Goodbye my friend.


​

I feel like this song...

trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding - Proverbs 3:5


While I'm Waiting
Lyrics by: John Waller


I'm waiting, I'm waiting on you Lord,
and I am hopeful.
I'm waiting on you Lord,
though it is painful..

but patiently, I will wait.

I will move ahead
bold and confident
taking every step in obedience

While I'm waiting
I will serve you
While I'm waiting
I worship
While I'm waiting
I will not faint
I'll be running the race
Even while I wait..

I'm waiting.
I'm waiting on you Lord
and I am peaceful.
I'm waiting on you Lord.
Though its not easy, no,
but faithful, I will wait.
Yes I will wait.

I will move ahead, bold and confident!
Taking every step in obedience.
While I'm waiting, I will serve you!
while I'm waiting, I will worship!
While I'm waiting, I will not faint!

I'll be running the race..

Even while i wait..

I will move ahead
bold and confident
taking every step in obedience yeah.

While I'm waiting.

[video=youtube;i6X71sXagUY]https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=i6X71sXagUY[/video]​

..I believe in love, I believe its real.
I believe it is worth fighting for.
I believe it is worth my heart,
I believe it is worth my time, and effort,
and even my own life.
I believe there is someone for everyone.

You aren't the one for me.
not because I didn't love you (I did),
not because you weren't good enough (you were).

You are more than good enough, and I did love you.
I dreamed of holding your hand everyday,
of seeing you, and being with you.

The reason you aren't the one for me, is because,

you never thought i was good enough,
you never really loved me.

You just played games with my heart, and my mind.

That isn't love.

That is why I pushed you away.
That is why I'm not fighting for this.

I'm worth every second, every minute, every hour
of being around. I am strong, intelligent, beautiful,
I am faithful, I have never been with anyone, because
was waiting for the right one, I thought you were.

I am worth it.
I will be worth it to the one man,
God is saving me for, who will see these things
about me, who will love me, for real.
Who will not cruel to me, nor play games with my heart.

So again I say, if flaunting someone else before my eyes
saying you'd rather be with them makes you happy, then
that is what I want for you.
I love you enough to to want to see you happy.
I want you to be happy.
Goodbye v.

I'm waiting for God's promise for me,
someone God has for me.

Someone I am waiting for.​

When It comes down to love,
I am not willing to share you with anyone.
I believe in faithfulness, that it is
one man and one woman.
It's either all of you
or nothing at all.

Since you made your choice.
I don't want you,
because you will never be faithful
to me.
Its over.
She can have you.

This is what you will always hear from me,
no matter how much you return to me.

If you wanted me you should have
chose me.

Those are the cards that
are on the table.

I'm not playing games anymore.

Goodbye.​

[video=youtube;laDngzLzV6Q]https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=laDngzLzV6Q[/video]

Love is a shelter in a raging storm
Love is peace in the middle of a war
And if we try to leave
May God send angels to guard the door
No, love is not a fight
But it's something worth fighting for

Lyrics by: Warren Barfield​

Well...
- By: Me


Did you mean that?
what you said..
what you said to hurt me.
Do you really believe that?
what you meant,
when you said, what you said,
to bring me down.

If I really mean nothing to you,
why do you always come around?
If you don't feel anything, and
If love doesn't mean a thing -
to be with me.

Then why should I care?
if it was nothing.

if it was just a one night Nothing.
I shouldn't feel bad about not being there.
I'm not playing the game anymore
cause someones gotta be the grown up
that's for sure..

If it was just a one night Nothing...
I shouldn't feel bad about losing you to someone else,
because real love can't be lost,

Fed up with all your lies,
and your crooked disguise,
you think its all for love,
but you constantly deny.

So why should I care...

It was just a one night Nothing..
too bad, cause
I'm looking for something.

Oh Well...

​

loVe

no one will ever love you more than God does,
without reservation.

he will never reject you,
he never regrets you,
He made you.
He will never fail you,
And he is not deaf to your sorrow,
your forever aching heart
Nor blind to the search
for love that's just around the corner
perhaps maybe it will be there tomorrow.

There is no one who will ever fill the void
In your heart.

There is no one but God
Who loves you inside and out for who you really are.

He's in love with your rockstar style,
and your crazy humor and half smile,
He loves your heart song strumming along
that sings that about loves sweet song.

he knows everything about you,
and his love never changes,
He is the one who knows the truth,
so much so he still took your place
and he still died for you

He is what you need,
to fill you with love,
not anyone can do this
not even me.

God never fails,
his love for you will always be true
if you grab hold of him,
he will never let go of you.

and you wouldn't have to change,
just let him love you.​