What is this that's gnawing inside
It feels like it's alive
It churn and turns and puts me in knots
Is it I need food?
No, I just ate
Is it I need water?
I'm floating already
So what is this that's not me
What oh what can it be?
Can somebody tell me?
It's not just that my body is shaking
It's not that my heart is racing
It's an ache a pain that I can not mend.
The Great I Am, my Lord, my Love
Come deal with this
This monster inside of me
I can feel it growing
I can see its controlling
Remove this ailments
This virus this disease that's eating on me
Lord make me thine
Make me acceptable to your eyes
That I may be whole and in your control.
I can feel you
Your arms wrap around me
Your hand caresses down my head
And then and only then
Does the gnawing cease
The pain decrease
I can finally feel at peace
And the monster leaves
It feels like it's alive
It churn and turns and puts me in knots
Is it I need food?
No, I just ate
Is it I need water?
I'm floating already
So what is this that's not me
What oh what can it be?
Can somebody tell me?
It's not just that my body is shaking
It's not that my heart is racing
It's an ache a pain that I can not mend.
The Great I Am, my Lord, my Love
Come deal with this
This monster inside of me
I can feel it growing
I can see its controlling
Remove this ailments
This virus this disease that's eating on me
Lord make me thine
Make me acceptable to your eyes
That I may be whole and in your control.
I can feel you
Your arms wrap around me
Your hand caresses down my head
And then and only then
Does the gnawing cease
The pain decrease
I can finally feel at peace
And the monster leaves