Sociopath poems....

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Ultimatum77

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[h=1]Sociopathy[/h]by TheLordReverend

You call me a monster.
Inhuman.
A freak.
Just because I can't feel anything.

I do not fit in your world.
I simply do not understand it.
I do not care for your world.
But some of it is nice, I must admit.

I don't feel loss, emotional pain, or sorrow.
I don't feel contentment, elation, or love.
It doesn't matter how much I try,
But I don't mind at all.

You see, I haven't ever experienced these things.
I have always been so dulled.
But this doesn't bother me.
I just do what I'm told.

I try to fit in and do it well.
Not one of my... acquaintances even knows.
I smile and laugh and socialize.
I'm even seen as amiable, I suppose.

But deep inside, I know.
I am not the person I show.
I am not human in the usual sense.
For I am the enigmatic sociopath.


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While I would not call myself a sociopath I really identify with the part in this poem about being emotionally numb due to life in general....

and no I don't want cheesy responses like "I'll pray for you....blah blah blah...." sometimes it is okay not to feel for a while.....but interesting website full of sociopath poems...a look into a different perspective....


https://allpoetry.com/poems/about/Sociopath
 

peacenik

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Very interesting!




Over the years I have read some very beautiful devotional poetry from a wide variety of cultures. Some of these by the eccentric and now forgotten Jones Very:



 

peacenik

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‘Ah, so you shall be sure to be misunderstood.’—Is it so bad, then, to be misunderstood? Pythagoras was misunderstood, and Socrates, and Jesus, and Luther, and Copernicus, and Galileo, and Newton, and every pure and wise spirit that ever took flesh. To be great is to be misunderstood.”



~ Emerson
 

EarnestQ

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FWIW, maybe it's not a "sociopath" issue. Try looking into Asperger's Syndrome, or high functioning autism, or maybe even ADD.

If any of these sound a bit like you, there may be a world of help available if you can get a handle on it.
 

PennEd

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[h=1]Sociopathy[/h]by TheLordReverend

You call me a monster.
Inhuman.
A freak.
Just because I can't feel anything.

I do not fit in your world.
I simply do not understand it.
I do not care for your world.
But some of it is nice, I must admit.

I don't feel loss, emotional pain, or sorrow.
I don't feel contentment, elation, or love.
It doesn't matter how much I try,
But I don't mind at all.

You see, I haven't ever experienced these things.
I have always been so dulled.
But this doesn't bother me.
I just do what I'm told.

I try to fit in and do it well.
Not one of my... acquaintances even knows.
I smile and laugh and socialize.
I'm even seen as amiable, I suppose.

But deep inside, I know.
I am not the person I show.
I am not human in the usual sense.
For I am the enigmatic sociopath.


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While I would not call myself a sociopath I really identify with the part in this poem about being emotionally numb due to life in general....

and no I don't want cheesy responses like "I'll pray for you....blah blah blah...." sometimes it is okay not to feel for a while.....but interesting website full of sociopath poems...a look into a different perspective....


https://allpoetry.com/poems/about/Sociopath
Thank you for your honesty. I know people like you describe. I truly believe SOME of them don't feel as a defense mechanism because they actually DO care mightily. May God bless those who are truly affected yet STILL choose Jesus Christ as their Lord and Savior.
 
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Ultimatum77

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Thank you for your honesty. I know people like you describe. I truly believe SOME of them don't feel as a defense mechanism because they actually DO care mightily. May God bless those who are truly affected yet STILL choose Jesus Christ as their Lord and Savior.
True, yes at times I really do care but after getting bludgeoned with the pressures of life over and over and feeling like constantly losing in life....sometimes I just want to turn off all the emotions/input and just sit by myself to clear my head lol :)

My main point is:
It's easy for everyone to put up a facade in front of people but most people are not authentic to themselves. I've met only a handful of people that are transparent as to who they are while the rest pretend to be something they are not....I'm kind of sick of societies' fakeness in general whether it's celebrities, athletes, politicians....they all are frauds who portray something they are not only to be caught later as total hypocrites....Where are the authentic/genuine people????? Have they gone MIA? lol
 

peacenik

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fight the good fight and always keep the faith :)
 
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True, yes at times I really do care but after getting bludgeoned with the pressures of life over and over and feeling like constantly losing in life....sometimes I just want to turn off all the emotions/input and just sit by myself to clear my head lol :)

My main point is:
It's easy for everyone to put up a facade in front of people but most people are not authentic to themselves. I've met only a handful of people that are transparent as to who they are while the rest pretend to be something they are not....I'm kind of sick of societies' fakeness in general whether it's celebrities, athletes, politicians....they all are frauds who portray something they are not only to be caught later as total hypocrites....Where are the authentic/genuine people????? Have they gone MIA? lol
I don't think this makes you a sociopath like some who comment on here are. I'm kind of at a point where I don't really care about peoples drama either. But I still listen to them and try to understand.
 

peacenik

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Sirk; said:
I don't think this makes you a sociopath like some who comment on here are. I'm kind of at a point where I don't really care about peoples drama either. But I still listen to them and try to understand.


when I googled "eyes of a sociopath" it came up with this:






I wonder whose eyes in their avatar most reflects that view
 
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when I googled "eyes of a sociopath" it came up with this:






I wonder whose eyes in their avatar most reflects that view
Oh man...you got me. I'll just sit here and wait for my comet. Lol. You fell out of a very tall tree when you were little and had a brain bleed didn't you?
 

peacenik

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hahahahaha - if I did my eyes would be like his and that of the avatar that looks like his the most


but remember - there is hope as I wrote in post # 10


And thanks for confirming that you remain obsessed over my posts and have not ignored them as you said you would.
 
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hahahahaha - if I did my eyes would be like his and that of the avatar that looks like his the most


but remember - there is hope as I wrote in post # 10


And thanks for confirming that you remain obsessed over my posts and have not ignored them as you said you would.
Don't fool yourself. I just think you are extremely dumb.
 
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Ultimatum77

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I don't think this makes you a sociopath like some who comment on here are. I'm kind of at a point where I don't really care about peoples drama either. But I still listen to them and try to understand.
Yea I agree I may not be full blown sociopath, but I am apathetic to fake people lol....sick of the artificial crap people pass off as truth only to be shown as frauds. I think you and I are similar in being sick of people's artificial bs so to speak. :)
 
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SteelToedKodiak

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Finally a thread for ME!!!! Lol. What'd i miss?
 
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SteelToedKodiak

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Sociopathy


and no I don't want cheesy responses like "I'll pray for you....blah blah blah...." sometimes it is okay not to feel for a while.....but interesting website full of sociopath poems...a look into a different perspective....


https://allpoetry.com/poems/about/Sociopath
You're the real deal bro. I've seen a few decades, this is the toughest one I've ever seen in how it is just a non stop onslaught against the senses. We gotta lift each other up.
 

Angelsnow

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There is talk that what you are suffering....is something based in the endocrine system.

A simple blood test...and a true medical eval...may offer you some truth and relief
(and a whole new life experience)

Just wanted to put this out there. Good Luck!!!
 
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SteelToedKodiak

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There is talk that what you are suffering....is something based in the endocrine system.

A simple blood test...and a true medical eval...may offer you some truth and relief
(and a whole new life experience)

Just wanted to put this out there. Good Luck!!!
Yes, the pituitary glands which cause the "fight or flight" syndrome are part of the endocrine.
 

peacenik

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sociopathic poems can be found by googling the following:


The Poems of Bonnie Parker


some of the content may be viewed as offensive so I chose not to post the link - one thing that is evident in those works is the fact that her misconduct was volitional and we all know what the consequences were