Why it didn't work out
- by me
You were trying,
and I made a fool of you, everytime.
I never kept my word, and I broke
every single promise to you.
I made you feel worthless,
and not good enough.
I cut you down, pushed you down, away,
and even slammed the door in your face.
yet you tried, and you tried.
I never think, I only act in my anger,
I've humiliated and showcased your flaws,
I should have never said or done, or written these things,
if I had loved you I would have known that,
but you come to me when you need help,
and all I can do is think of me,
and my selfishness.
I tried to make it impossible for you
by comparing you with the highest standards,
so much so that you couldn't even just be you.
..but you still loved me.
I admit everything, even the things I haven't written down,
but you remember, that I have done wrong to you.
I can't make it right,
I don't know how,
to be that person you need,
when you need me.
I know that what's done is done,
and you'll probably just say
That you don't care or that it doesn't matter.
But it matters.