I closed the door on God...but now, it is open.

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StormyNinjaSmiles

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I have failed you Lord, once more,
I am not to sure why I always fail you.
I just feel as if I always close the door,
Leaving you, being mean, & slipping too.
Slipping into the darkness, fading into the black.
Sleeping in the fear of a demons visit once again.
Remembering with you I had assurance that I now lack,
Unless I come to you again Lord this fear shall never end.
In the silence of night, the deepest part of my heart,
It cries many tears and strives to scream out your name.
I must make with God a new start, & with you Lord remain.
How weary my every body part is from trying to stand alone,
Oh God hear my voice I call out to you now!
Let me come back please welcome me home...
I seek your presence and your love please be here, come now
A step in life without you... I cannot take, many times I used to wonder how..
From this moment I no longer wonder, for I know,
That you are the one true God, the first and the last.
I know that you are with me and every path in my life you'll show,
For you're my every breath, light, guide, & the one who forgives....
forgive all my past....

Ending Prayer:
I love you God almighty! <3 Love thee Lord with all my soul and heart! <3
I shall never leave thee no matter what, for with you I shall walk and not be faint, run and not be weary, I will mount up on eagles wings! You Jesus are the light of this world! The light of Heaven! The light in my HearT! <3 You forgive me, you love me, you want me, you run to me, you talk to me, you are with me...<3 I need you, I want you, I pray to you Lord, I worship you, I thank you!..<3 and Lord.................<3 I love you <3 I can't wait to meet you in the sky! <3 I look forward to the day when you shall return for your people! <3 I love you so much!!<3
 
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OFM

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#2
very much alot well said well written well expressed well shared thanx for sharing bee blessed allways....amen....
 
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StormyNinjaSmiles

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#3
Thank you :)
You're welcome.
God bless you OFM :)
 
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OFM

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#4
thanx Stormy b blessed amen.