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God,Let Us Talk.............
(written awhile ago as a prayer too Our Lord Jesus Christ){This is Taken from one of my:~~~Prayer ~~~Journals~~~}............
Hey,its me agian Lord,yes i am sorry to say that i have to change alot of myself spiritually.i know how very far I've come and how it is'nt as far as i would like it too bee.You know what i'm talking about.i want YOu to do something,I'm waiting,don't take all day or your sweet time about it eithier.Why was i Adppted anyway.I know that i am thankfull for my Parents and Love them and all that Jazz.But I have a wall or more like it walls around me that should come down.
They Appear to bee built very strong but Lord they are only made of sand.I want YOU too wash them all away.I'm tiered of playing games.I'm really too old too bee playing in Sand Boxes,anymore.Lord YOU know that deep down inside,that I'm really very shy and somewhat afraid of people that i don't know.I want too bee real,open,and honest with them.And I long too bee the 1 that YOU Made Me 2 Bee,with You,my Parents,My Sister Donna,and with all my Christian Friends.
I try sometimes{all the time} too get everyone not only too like me but too love and fully accept me.i am finding out that it does
not work that way 4 me at all.When i do that i'm pushing the very thing that i want away from me. And that i'm pushing people that YOU sent Me away,Lord,i'm asking 4 YOU,too wash away all the many walls of my self-built sand castle.Allow Me,to,
love,like,and fully accept myself as you do me Dearest Lord.Then i will be able too love and reach out with Your Love,
the Way that YOU want Me too.
I don't want too bee caught up so much in myself that i'm not of any real use too YOU.Just let me continue too seek YOU Out,send others too me,instead of me working hard to latch on too others.I want too be me,not something that i'm not.I don't want too wear any false mask,put up fronts that are'nt really who I am.i don't want to play games with any 1.I'm really tiered of it.I'm still working on not playing my supid games~routine with You Lord.
I'm really glad that YOU can see right through me all the way too!!!!!!!!!!!!,Lord please i ask that YOU make My Life,so open,so pure so clear,ans so transparent that all others will see only YOU when they see me.I want You Lord Jesus as My Light too Shine Before Every1,AllWaYs.
I want YOU Lord Jesus upfront in the foregroun,that is where YOU bee-long anyway.Well,i'm glad that i talked this over with YOU and got it out in the open between us.Let's work on it together Jesus.Lets' "Go For It" , Lord............ I need 2 talk with YOU more often about alot of other things.Lets keep talking and keep the lines of communication open between Us.Well tgat is it 4 now,But LORD,i'll stay in touch,JESUS,we will be talking agian real soon....
............amen............
(written awhile ago as a prayer too Our Lord Jesus Christ){This is Taken from one of my:~~~Prayer ~~~Journals~~~}............
Hey,its me agian Lord,yes i am sorry to say that i have to change alot of myself spiritually.i know how very far I've come and how it is'nt as far as i would like it too bee.You know what i'm talking about.i want YOu to do something,I'm waiting,don't take all day or your sweet time about it eithier.Why was i Adppted anyway.I know that i am thankfull for my Parents and Love them and all that Jazz.But I have a wall or more like it walls around me that should come down.
They Appear to bee built very strong but Lord they are only made of sand.I want YOU too wash them all away.I'm tiered of playing games.I'm really too old too bee playing in Sand Boxes,anymore.Lord YOU know that deep down inside,that I'm really very shy and somewhat afraid of people that i don't know.I want too bee real,open,and honest with them.And I long too bee the 1 that YOU Made Me 2 Bee,with You,my Parents,My Sister Donna,and with all my Christian Friends.
I try sometimes{all the time} too get everyone not only too like me but too love and fully accept me.i am finding out that it does
not work that way 4 me at all.When i do that i'm pushing the very thing that i want away from me. And that i'm pushing people that YOU sent Me away,Lord,i'm asking 4 YOU,too wash away all the many walls of my self-built sand castle.Allow Me,to,
love,like,and fully accept myself as you do me Dearest Lord.Then i will be able too love and reach out with Your Love,
the Way that YOU want Me too.
I don't want too bee caught up so much in myself that i'm not of any real use too YOU.Just let me continue too seek YOU Out,send others too me,instead of me working hard to latch on too others.I want too be me,not something that i'm not.I don't want too wear any false mask,put up fronts that are'nt really who I am.i don't want to play games with any 1.I'm really tiered of it.I'm still working on not playing my supid games~routine with You Lord.
I'm really glad that YOU can see right through me all the way too!!!!!!!!!!!!,Lord please i ask that YOU make My Life,so open,so pure so clear,ans so transparent that all others will see only YOU when they see me.I want You Lord Jesus as My Light too Shine Before Every1,AllWaYs.
I want YOU Lord Jesus upfront in the foregroun,that is where YOU bee-long anyway.Well,i'm glad that i talked this over with YOU and got it out in the open between us.Let's work on it together Jesus.Lets' "Go For It" , Lord............ I need 2 talk with YOU more often about alot of other things.Lets keep talking and keep the lines of communication open between Us.Well tgat is it 4 now,But LORD,i'll stay in touch,JESUS,we will be talking agian real soon....
............amen............