Kinda depressing..

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Jul 25, 2012
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Beautiful is the blood running down my arm,
it's from a little monster called self harm.
Crimson red as it drips so free.
to get this present the blade is my key.
You may call me insane, out of my mind,
you don't know the secrets that lie behind.
You see, I cut to find an escape from my life,
although I do wish I didn't run to the knife.
I hope that one day God will be who I turn to,
and when this monster comes I'll know what to do.
With God, I know all the prayers and all the rules
I know all the right things and I have all the tools.
But just for once I want to feel Him near.
I want him to whisper "I love you" in my ear.
But for now I guess my blade is all I got
It's always there, as long as I don't get caught.
 
Nov 25, 2012
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i couldnt help but notice that you talk about hurting yourself in every poem.... I guess its what you are going through in your life but I just wanted to remind you that God is greater than the problem you are going through... you are made beautifully in His image... there are times you may not hear or feel Him near but He is there.. :) look around... look in the mirror... you will be amazed at what you see... He loves you...with the most unconditional and unrestrained love you will ever know... He has paid the highest price and has proven His love for you... :):)
stay precious... stay safe...stay blessed!
we love you sister! :)
 
Nov 25, 2012
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btw, you are a talented poet... Let God use that for His glory! :) it'll be a more satisfying and worthwhile use of this gift.. :)