I'm Stronger Than This

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Jan 4, 2013
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I know I can't do this myself.
I know that I'm stackin' my wealth.
I'm stacking to high on myself.
Look back,
this my farewell.
I'm gone I'm up out of Hell.O
I'm here with a song and a mellow.
This water swelling, Like hell no.
I smile.
I frown,
Who the hell knows?
I'm cryin' I'm screamin' in Jell-O.
Think the Ents in my mind rung the bell though,
I'm grindin' bodies every time like a yo-yo.
This is,
This is,
This is
This is just a simple tune though.
Like ages 5-9 I'm hanging on the bill though.
This is the cash back,
Sleep on it like pillows.
They think giants kinda slow,
then the toe drops.
Drink the water now it's cold,
like a throw back.
Uh,
I think that I don't know.
That I know, I Am blind.
Texas Hold'Em down,
I'm on the turnpike.
I'm thinkin' about the heat,
Because the Winter's crowned.
I'm at about 75,
no budget.
I'm living in a mine,
need a club hit.
I'm tied, I'm whipped.
Jesus Christ.
I think I might stop on a green light.
Let the red, let the red take the flash light.
Let the yellow ease up, never ruin.
I think that shades,
make me the primary matter.
Like sleeping underneath the bridge is safe,
Look what we got after.
Another life full of times,
grows without laughter.
Eyesight 20/200, where the future though?
I don't see a lot of life?
Is this end-O?
I cause could use a bit light,
turn the blues down.
I could seem a little bright,
but the sun moves slow.
See where I am grove in?
Another movement.
I little farther now,
so fluid, let the water out,
grow through it.

I don't talk shit.
Ha ha ha,
I'm not a shit talker.
Lift the shades because it got a bit darker.
Don't be alarmed I am not a night walker.
I'm up in bed at night,
watching these stalkers.
I am a kid,
just dodging his father.
Ask myself,
Why I never want a daughter?
Don't want to choose who can hold her,
I think this is the ammo.
Wells if it is this cammo better.
They looked up over us,
when we were just a feather.
Now we're riding in a bus,
through 7-11.
No more fighting no more bluffs,
like, What up lately?
Like who did I forget?
Did satan shut the gates on me?
Who did I miss?
Shifting through the framing.
I don't know who fits the landing.
I see the trip, but I don't see my family.
If I'm a founder hell yes I am welding.
We have to temper where the drum fit.
Noah's arc they're building in my towns home-in.
So I will name them all,
that's where my minds going.
We were up in Richmond,
Peeking at the rich kids.
Oh I could handle that,
I could be the big one.
Rollin' in the good life.
But now your treating me,
think the impression was there?
More video games, is that what's needed though?
No time for damage,
The cup is on it's over flow.
No time for bandage,
But the cut is finally over now.

I still need the difference,
Hail through the pouring.
Because we need a little cold,
we need a little ice.
We need to chill the flow,
when he is tripping off life.
Michael row no lie.
I really looked up to that guy.
Always so cool with no lies.
And now they're all biting their lies.
As we tip to good buys.
Raise to the life with no lies.
Raise to the cheap with no ties.
It's freedom at last motivation.
Frustrating how I am so patient.
Like I am the doctor for waiting.
Come on hustle up,
I love you like Satan.
I made my own ties when I was out of patience.
I broke my own lies burning on the paper.
I must be mad mad,
riding with these strangers.
But I trust them with the wheel,
while I'm ranging.
I think they know the deal,
he's that unashamed thing.
He nods the whole way home never frowning.
Because I'm sleeping on the sound shift.
You never see the look of people when they write this tight fit.
You never see the grimace or trembling of the members.
Like we are all a different nation
but with such a different slumber.
Yes we have numbers on wrappers
what do you call that?
That's some time you can buy,
want to call that?
Raise up,
like I don't want to fall back.
Lock the door,
because I don't really own.
It was lent to me,
Well here's the loan back.
I would never leave you without the season.
Summer salt over do it,
Never do it back.
Movement preserved
but it's kind of drying on the last stand.
These people will be dying,
that's your grand scam?
Then why are you declinging if you so dare.
I'm not in any bars, I'm not to waste at night.
I'm just walking down the road like it's a journey, right?
I'll get it when I need it,
that's how I live.
I don't need a lot.
And then I start to want a little.
Because if I don't,
how can they stand my soul.
I want to have something but this nothing to need,
has you looking sad at me.
Like I'm kind of mixed up,
that I must be bluffing.
Can't understand me if I've never been understood.
So I'm all alone stuck inside the family Houde.
Like should I lift it up,
or is it their understanding?
Don't give up, I'm standing Atwater with family.
Buckle up, because the fire doesn't understand me.
Bundle up because the winter has just landed on me.
I bring the chill flow,
rush them while they're laughing at me.
Look at that, that's people I don't swim with fish.
But I think about it when I'm underneath until the sun hits.
A mental giant but he thinks so dumb slow.
Like forever can't run home.
Still holds it down with just like Kung-Fu.
Even the clown has a crown with a club hit.
But I don't lash out I'm not flapping.
Just stay for a while till you're truly laughing.
No fangs, this is glow in the dark plastic.
Even when I spit em out,
I still smash it.
That's a party at the very very dark of it.
The weakest look stark, surrounded by the sharks.
Until the weak return, and their looking for the weak.
Try to frame me in the brightest picture,
then the frame is what you're trying to be.
Some way new,
some way better.
Somewhere better off.
But I'm trying to bring the whole entire crew too?
What's a crew to you?
How does a wreck sound, BOOM.
Crash,
Twist like Bandicoot.
Now I'm ripping,
through the wrapping,
like Oh My God this is cool.
That's how the kids acted when I showed up at the school.
Until the teachers realized that I know the rule.
You can treat me how you want.
Cause I'm not a fool.
I don't know whether to laugh at,
or laugh with the teachers.
I think I need a laugh,
it's time for the bleachers.
But I'm still almost gone,
Time's ticking,
you should have passed the ball to.
Now you dropped the ball,
and look at who it rolled to.
I throw 818 planets away.
But here's a sandwhich for you, ma'am you have nice day.
See you lookin' kind of glum, cause the wheathers getting so old.
Be patient while I write the list, I'm going to have to pass this flow on.